Guest guest Posted December 22, 2010 Report Share Posted December 22, 2010 I am trying very hard to feel visible. I had been the target of my mom's obsessions for so long and always wished I could be invisible, under her intense unforgiving radar....and ironically, I feel so invisible now when I don't want to be. I hate feeling isolated...even though I'm really not. I have a very full house of people, and I still feel alone...I hate that. I know that after the holidays and new years', I will feel better. With all the hype about being together with the family around the holidays, I feel like it's a big party that I was not invited to. Never in a million years would I have thought that my entire family would disintegrate into non-existence. I hate wishing away time, but I wish it were Jan 2. Amy (please check out my website dedicated to helping myself and others from this pain...at ThePASS.Me Thanks.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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