Re: Re: I'm submerged in Oz

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Oh I'm not jealous, I'm angry at what she's doing to his kids. I'm also

sorry your step daughter was in a very similar situation. =( I'm glad she

is doing well now, sounds like a bright young lady & I wish her the BEST!

(And really hope she stays in school, gosh I'm so big on that lol)

I am trying my best not to get over involved, but this is new territory for

me, and yes, the ex does trigger me because she does in many ways remind me

of nada. So it will take time for me to figure out how I can deal with this

(as I'm the only person I can control) and what is best for me, but no, I am

not bailing on him or the kids. I love them all and we all deserve

happiness.

It's just hard sometimes, but though I often forget it - I'm stronger now

than I ever have been. I will not run from this BPD ex... I will stand

beside my fiance & his kids and offer moral support, do what's right by the

kids, and maintain some level of sanity.

Just takes time to figure it out for me. I told fiance that I feel it's

best if I don't give too much feedback unless it's very severe or life or

death. I will continue to listen and be a source of support though, but I

really can't afford emotionally to get involved too deeply with concerns of

his ex. But he also knows the kids are ALWAYS welcome here, even full time.

He's just got to do the leg work 'cuz they're his kiddos.

Ty for listening & sharing your story too. I feel sort of divided if I

should post stuff like this here since it's a list for adult children of...

but I am a KO and now dealing with another one. Can you say BPD magnet?

lol.

Mia

On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 10:44 AM, coalminersdotter <

coalminersdotter@...> wrote:

>

>

> Hey Mia,

>

> Similar situation here. My husband's ex is loony BPD etc etc etc. But not

> like everyone says their ex is crazy. People around town actually express

> condolences when they hear that she is the ex. She gets out of cars at

> stoplights screaming at people, had different men in the house nightly

> (might have been in prostitution?), alcoholic, etc. Terrible situation for

> my step-daughter to grow up in.

>

> We could do nothing and our hands were tied by the courts. So this young

> girl grew up spending nights alone from age 11 and learned to drive herself

> illegally home from the bowling alley at age 13 because drunk mother left

> with some guy.

>

> Anyway, the young lady is now almost 20 and doing remarkably well, as KOs

> tend to do. We are an important part of her life now and she has LC with her

> nada. She is in college and doing her best to overcome the situation.

>

> We spent years embroiled in this stuff. Like the ex wearing a short shirt

> with no underwear when we came by to pick up her daughter, screaming at me

> from the door. blah, blah, blah It was crazy-making for us and worse for me

> because I felt so bad for my step-daughter in a personal way because of my

> own nada. And, of course, we were always the bad guys in the whole thing.

>

> So do your best to limit your emotional involvement, learn detachment, do

> the right thing so you can look in the mirror in the morning, and let it go

> as much as possible. The kids often stay enmeshed so deeply that your help

> is limited. But you can save yourself and be a constant rock for her to come

> to when she can. Also, remember that your fiance left his ex for a reason.

> Don't even bother wasting your time on jealousy. You are so much better for

> him.

>

> +Coal Miner's Daughter

>

>

>

> >

> > So fiance's BPD ex wife kept his daughter home tonight. Why? Because she

> > was upset & up late after listening to her mom & dad fight last night.

> >

> > Yes, they were on the phone last night... texting. There was no verbal

> > communication. His ex was not even in the same apartment as the kids with

> > their grandma. She was at her apartment up stairs.

> >

> > I'm really confused how step daughter heard this argument since I didn't

> > hear it either! I heard about it as it was happening, but didn't hear it.

> >

> > His ex is mad because he won't give her money now that their son is

> pretty

> > much done with diapers. She thinks she's entitled to it.

> >

> > Between his ex & her mother, we only have gotten half truths & flat out

> lies

> > from them today regarding the situation. Fiance is wondering if he should

> > talk to the school & let them know things aren't great at the kids'

> nada's

> > house.

> >

> > I know, again, this is not about my nada. But this is breaking my heart.

> > His daughter called him today just to chat and he told her, " Honey you

> know

> > mommy & I don't get along and sometimes we argue, but you know that it is

> > not your fault and we both love you. And that I would do anything for

> you. "

> > I heard that very same thing from my father when I was about 19. Poor

> > fiance was just bout in tears when they got off of the phone. I just gave

> > him a hug & a smile then had to excuse myself for a cigarette so I

> wouldn't

> > burst into tears myself. That was such an awful thing for me to have to

> > hear from my dad, I can imagine that it makes his daughter sad too.

> >

> > I think his ex knows perfectly well that she's lying... like my own nada,

> > she uses it to manipulate, hurt & confuse & put her victim into a FOG.

> >

> > I'm sorry all, I hope you don't mind me posting this here. Since it is

> BPD

> > and we're all learning how to deal with BPDs in our lives... I guess I

> > thought it couldn't hurt, but PLEASE correct me if I'm wrong. I guess I'm

> > wondering if you guys think he should talk to the school... I told him to

> > talk to T about it. But advice from others who have lived in the land of

> Oz

> > is always helpful.

> >

> > Thank you, Mia

> >

> >

> >