Guest guest Posted December 31, 2010 Report Share Posted December 31, 2010 A Poem to Share from Ground Zero in my Past: Far Away Quickly by *Compassion81 My home was once my sanctuary… A place I could escape the harshness of the world… A place where I could find solace in my loved ones… A place where I could let down my guard. With good intentions, I sought to help a family member. It was the right thing to do, Or so I thought at the time. I've now paid physically. Daily I pay emotionally, And don't even get me started on financially… And it all means nothing. My sanctuary is now dark and heavy. Drama and animosity fill the walls. I'm no longer safe there and everyone feels it… The thick heavy fog of negativity from one human being. I don't know what to do anymore… I can't change it…it's up to her. I am desperately trying to change my thoughts… But the continual emotional assault makes it hard. I no longer have an escape from the insanity of this world. The insanity is now in my living room … Spilling into the psyche of all my loved ones… An inch and a day at a time. I want my home back! I want to be free from this obligation she lays on me! This thick and horrible guilt… From a toxic, intoxicated and self-tortured soul! I want the happiness my home once held! I want the solace that lived and breathed within these walls! I want the happiness to return to the lives of my family! And stop the madness of negativity generated by one! And this one should know better! And this one should stop playing the victim! For in the process of her own Poor Me… She tortures and victimizes my entire home! Dear God, please help her find the way! Please help us all to heal and move on! Set her on her own two feet safely… And far away from here quickly! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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