Re: [FW] Daily Motivators 11/30

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In Reply to this post, I must say that I loved it so much. It was

the answer to what has been in my head for some time now. I have

only become spiritually awake in the last two years. I feel in those

two years I have come a long ways. I see that there are so many who

will never awaken, and I feel for them. Thing is three years ago I

went back to college and got a degree in criminal justice. I wanted

to become a private investigator, and I did. I have had the hardest

time finding work. I found work with another PI company, whom never

seem to give me any work. The offers I did have, were very dangerous

ones in which would have put my life in danger so I turned them

down. So the cases I have done were friends and family who ask you

favors and you do them. What I'm getting at is, I love the work

because I feel I help others, but it is not bringing any cash flow.

Now I have awakened spiritually and have begun to help people in

other ways. Counsiling has seem to become my calling. I have a

special friend of my family that is very gifted in the intuition

field and she said within the next seven months I will be counseling

to a place that has older people who are scared of dying and have no

one to visit them. When she told me that I knew that is what I am

supposed to be doing but have held off because of the fact that if

I'm to go and do that, which I feel I should, My husband will

complain about paying back tuition for school and doing a job I was

not trained for in college for free. I will be spending my days

helping old souls before their final day and to me that sounds so

wonderful to give them something to look forward too instead of being

afraid of. I risk the thing of becoming attached to each of them and

then being sad when it does happen, but have recently been remided to

stay grounded and be happy because I helped them, not because they

have moved on. After reading this story it makes me think, who said

I was ever going to have more money? My purpose here I beleive is to

have other kinds of treasures given to me in return of what I give

others. I have needed some boosting on the subject because it is a

scary step for me. This post was awsome and I want to say thanks for

writing it.