Can anyone please help me

[Guest guest]

Can anyone please help me. I really need some advice right now.

Since I made up my mind to have the bypass, I have been consumed by

this fear that somehow it will be taken away from me. I worry that

because I have dreamed for a way to lose weight since I was a little

girl and because I want this sooooooobad, that something will go

wrong and I won't be able to have the surgery. we are enrolling in a

new plan in December and it currently covers the bypass, but my fear

is that they will exclude it for the new years policy or that I will

get denied. part of the problem is waiting so long. I can't even

get in for my consultation until Januart some time. Everyday I am

consumed by this fear and wondering what I will do with myself if I

get denied. I feel like I have no reason to live if i am going to

remain overweight and I can't imagine waking up for the rest of my

life this way. Has anyone else out there had this kind of fear

before getting their approval. If you had, please, I need to hear

from you. I need to know that I am not the only one who feels this

wat while waiting to find out if I am going to get the surgery or

not. Can anyone out there relate?

in PA