Prayer request and guidence

[Guest guest]

As some of you may know from myspace, I am in the 4th semester of RN

nursing school. I have been an LPN since 2006. Right after LPN school

I went into the career ladder program where an LPN goes right into 3rd

semester of RN school(I love being a nurse, it's my calling). I had

breast cancer surgery the month before LPN school started and did

radiation the first 7 weeks of LPN school but I managed and I overcame

and passed, during my first semester of RN school a nodule was found

on my lung and then another on my thyroid, (along with a cyst on my

kindney and spleen). I had the thyroid biopsied and it was neg for

cancer but it disrupted my ability to study and I had to repeat that

semester and I passed with the help of prayers the second time around.

Now I am in my 4th and last semester and my grades are not good. The

first two test I had I failed due to time I spent working on Race for

the Cure instead of my studies. I thought I could pull my grades up

once I resigned my position but the anxiety has been overwhelming.

Last night we had our last unit test and I should of been able to ace

that test, I barley passed and it wasn't enough points to leave me

with a cushion for the final. I left out of class so upset because as

with my other test this semester, I could not think clear to pick the

correct answer. I even tried not taking most of my meds for the past

month to see if it would help with my thinking. The only med I could

not stop was/is zolodex because it is an injection I get every 28

days. I changed my attitude too, instead of thinking and saying

'test', I changed it to an 'opportunity'. This has been a very

humbling experience and I am not sure what to do at this point except

ask for you prayers and guidance. Im not sure as of right now the

total points I need, but roughly I need 170 out of 200 to pass on

finals. I will continue to study for finals and do my best. Please

keep me in your prayers and I am open to any and all suggestions.

Thank you. Much love to you...Michele

[Guest guest]

Dearest Michele,

I must give you a huge hug for remaining in class during those

difficult physical/emotional times and doing well. I feel that sure,

if I were in your situation, dear the feeling of anxiety would def be

there. This is your dream, to be a nurse. I realize all that you

have been through, the tremedous drive you have and I think it is so

admirable, not many could do all that you have already achieved! I

humbly ask you to bear in mind, dear heart, if it doesnt quite happen

this time around, there are more chances for becoming the dream nurse

you have wanted to be. You already are there, if you believe it and

the chance to be it in the physical world will come. I will keep you

in my thoughts, my sweet and good job so far! I am also here for you

anytime you need me! Blessings, Luna

>

> As some of you may know from myspace, I am in the 4th semester of

RN

> nursing school. I have been an LPN since 2006. Right after LPN

school

> I went into the career ladder program where an LPN goes right into

3rd

> semester of RN school(I love being a nurse, it's my calling). I had

> breast cancer surgery the month before LPN school started and did

> radiation the first 7 weeks of LPN school but I managed and I

overcame

> and passed, during my first semester of RN school a nodule was found

> on my lung and then another on my thyroid, (along with a cyst on my

> kindney and spleen). I had the thyroid biopsied and it was neg for

> cancer but it disrupted my ability to study and I had to repeat that

> semester and I passed with the help of prayers the second time

around.

> Now I am in my 4th and last semester and my grades are not good. The

> first two test I had I failed due to time I spent working on Race

for

> the Cure instead of my studies. I thought I could pull my grades up

> once I resigned my position but the anxiety has been overwhelming.

> Last night we had our last unit test and I should of been able to

ace

> that test, I barley passed and it wasn't enough points to leave me

> with a cushion for the final. I left out of class so upset because

as

> with my other test this semester, I could not think clear to pick

the

> correct answer. I even tried not taking most of my meds for the

past

> month to see if it would help with my thinking. The only med I could

> not stop was/is zolodex because it is an injection I get every 28

> days. I changed my attitude too, instead of thinking and saying

> 'test', I changed it to an 'opportunity'. This has been a very

> humbling experience and I am not sure what to do at this point

except

> ask for you prayers and guidance. Im not sure as of right now the

> total points I need, but roughly I need 170 out of 200 to pass on

> finals. I will continue to study for finals and do my best. Please

> keep me in your prayers and I am open to any and all suggestions.

> Thank you. Much love to you...Michele

>