Guest guest Posted October 16, 2011 Report Share Posted October 16, 2011 My biggest eating time has always been right after school, but I teach high school, and could probably eat something small in the five minutes between classes, but I really the rushed snarfing. But when I am not teaching, I really am hungry several times during the morning and afternoon, and then not so much in the evening, and it seems so crazy to try to wait until lunchtime and then dinnertime. My brutal time for dinner is about 4 pm, and lately I've been doing just that, and then sitting down with my other dinner people, but not eating dinner again. (a glass of wine is nice, though). Tilley > > > > Yesterday, as I was eating conspicuously at work, for probably the fourth time that day ( I pack copious amounts of food, as I really seem to be afraid of being hungry at work), a peanut butter and raisin sandwich after school, my student teacher, who is trying to be on a diet, and who is with me all day long, and has laughed at me for all the times I eat, this time said, " You're so lucky! " what a strange this to say! Lucky, how? That I give myself permission to eat when I'm hungry? It seems like it would be crazy not to. > > > > I take my full bag, with what is essentially four lunches, not that I eat all of them. In fact, I've even been throwing away some of the extras as I realize they've been sitting in the fridge for several days, and they no longer sound appealing. > > > > Today, though, people brought " junk " in, and I had donuts, and chocolate sandwich cookies, and peanuts and whatever that can't is that gets put in peanuts, and I feel slightly Ill, but I'm telling myself that's okay. I didn't eat any of my lunches because I wasn't hungry for them, and I scraped out the filling in the middle of the cookies because I don't really like it, and I'm trying very very hard to listen to my body, even in a room full of " forbidden " foods, which, though I ate more than I,m comfortable with, I didn't eat all day long, even though I was there all day.... > > > > Tilley > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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