I'm so discouraged

[Guest guest]

I haven't weighed myself for two months now, and about smooth and a half or less

ago I went and bought five new pairs of pants that actually fit me, and now

they're all too tight too! What do I do? I'm so discouraged. I know I'm not

going to diet, but I don't want to keep getting bigger and bigger. I want to

live in the world where no one would ever gain or lose an ounce, and I wouldn't

have to think about any of this. I don't want to think about it, but I don't

want to keep getting bigger and bigger either.

Many things are going well. I have sweets in the house that I'm eating

periodically (I,m really enjoying baking again, and am surprised at how few of

the baked things I need to feel satisfied). I',m finding myself realizing when

I'm full and stopping, if not exactly at that moment then sooner than I would

have before. I'm not eating meals when I'm not hungry, and often skipping meals

altogether when I've eaten a lot earlier. But still.....

I don't like it. I'm going out in a little while and buying yet another round

of pants, because I refuse to wear too-tight pants, and I want some tops to wear

to work that actually look good.

Sigh.

Tilley