Re: leaving the real girlscout

January 29, 2011

Awwwwww! A love like that with your pets is something beautiful. Girlscout is

one lucky dog and you are one lucky lady! A while back I hired an animal

psychic for something and became convinced that there's something to it. Since

then when I'm away I make a point every day to visualize my cats strongly and

talk to them in my mind. It helps me - I hope it helps them too Maybe you

could give it a try?

>

> Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is however,

> my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>

> I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm going

> out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her brothers

> and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>

> Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>

> YEP YEP YEP

>

> Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to accept

> myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault, I

> only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>

> 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>

January 29, 2011

I will do the visualizing thing and I bet you she will respond. I just

finished packing and she tried to climb in my luggage. AGGH. Tears.

Her breed is extremly tough (she's a type of terrier). And they are known

for being adaptable. They have no problem bonding with new owners and

leaving their FOO's for their forever homes.

In other words, I think this is going to be much harder on me than it will

be on her. Ugh.

Boyfriend promised she can come with me to the airport. i'm also having a

little anxiety over being so far from my T. But leaving Scout is so so so

hard.

We are going on another trip for boyfriend's birthday just as soon as I get

home, but she gets to come along on that trip.

OMG, I'm having a hard time breathing. And I'm laughing at myself because I

know its over leaving my baby. . .

Really, I should just take her with me. Is 17 lbs too big to go on the

airplane? She flew before but that was when she was a baby. And she got gas

on the plane HA HA HA she was so quite no one knew she was there but their

was a strange stench coming from under my seat.

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 2:50 PM, climberkayak wrote:

>

> Awwwwww! A love like that with your pets is something beautiful. Girlscout

> is one lucky dog and you are one lucky lady! A while back I hired an animal

> psychic for something and became convinced that there's something to it.

> Since then when I'm away I make a point every day to visualize my cats

> strongly and talk to them in my mind. It helps me - I hope it helps them too

> Maybe you could give it a try?

>

> >

> > Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is

> however,

> > my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> > kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> > night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

> >

> > I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm

> going

> > out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her

> brothers

> > and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

> >

> > Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> > strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> > anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

> >

> > YEP YEP YEP

> >

> > Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> > Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to

> accept

> > myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault,

> I

> > only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> > girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

> >

> > 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

> >

January 29, 2011

I will do the visualizing thing and I bet you she will respond. I just

finished packing and she tried to climb in my luggage. AGGH. Tears.

Her breed is extremly tough (she's a type of terrier). And they are known

for being adaptable. They have no problem bonding with new owners and

leaving their FOO's for their forever homes.

In other words, I think this is going to be much harder on me than it will

be on her. Ugh.

Boyfriend promised she can come with me to the airport. i'm also having a

little anxiety over being so far from my T. But leaving Scout is so so so

hard.

We are going on another trip for boyfriend's birthday just as soon as I get

home, but she gets to come along on that trip.

OMG, I'm having a hard time breathing. And I'm laughing at myself because I

know its over leaving my baby. . .

Really, I should just take her with me. Is 17 lbs too big to go on the

airplane? She flew before but that was when she was a baby. And she got gas

on the plane HA HA HA she was so quite no one knew she was there but their

was a strange stench coming from under my seat.

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 2:50 PM, climberkayak wrote:

>

> Awwwwww! A love like that with your pets is something beautiful. Girlscout

> is one lucky dog and you are one lucky lady! A while back I hired an animal

> psychic for something and became convinced that there's something to it.

> Since then when I'm away I make a point every day to visualize my cats

> strongly and talk to them in my mind. It helps me - I hope it helps them too

> Maybe you could give it a try?

>

> >

> > Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is

> however,

> > my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> > kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> > night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

> >

> > I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm

> going

> > out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her

> brothers

> > and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

> >

> > Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> > strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> > anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

> >

> > YEP YEP YEP

> >

> > Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> > Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to

> accept

> > myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault,

> I

> > only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> > girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

> >

> > 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

> >

January 29, 2011

I just sent my T an e-mail cuz of the panic attack. She might not respond

today but she always gets back to me. She will understand because she knows

and loves my little girlscout. In fact, next time I travel if boyfriend

comes with, T offered to babysit Scoutie. Not many people I can leave her

with because she has a handful of terrier proclivities like running away and

trying to eat yorkies and dachsunds. Its her favorite thing to do, you

should see the smile on her face when she finds one she can try to eat.

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 3:53 PM, Girlscout Cowboy <

girlscout.cowboy@...> wrote:

> I will do the visualizing thing and I bet you she will respond. I just

> finished packing and she tried to climb in my luggage. AGGH. Tears.

>

> Her breed is extremly tough (she's a type of terrier). And they are known

> for being adaptable. They have no problem bonding with new owners and

> leaving their FOO's for their forever homes.

>

> In other words, I think this is going to be much harder on me than it will

> be on her. Ugh.

>

> Boyfriend promised she can come with me to the airport. i'm also having a

> little anxiety over being so far from my T. But leaving Scout is so so so

> hard.

>

> We are going on another trip for boyfriend's birthday just as soon as I get

> home, but she gets to come along on that trip.

>

> OMG, I'm having a hard time breathing. And I'm laughing at myself because I

> know its over leaving my baby. . .

>

> Really, I should just take her with me. Is 17 lbs too big to go on the

> airplane? She flew before but that was when she was a baby. And she got gas

> on the plane HA HA HA she was so quite no one knew she was there but their

> was a strange stench coming from under my seat.

>

> On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 2:50 PM, climberkayak wrote:

>

>>

>> Awwwwww! A love like that with your pets is something beautiful. Girlscout

>> is one lucky dog and you are one lucky lady! A while back I hired an animal

>> psychic for something and became convinced that there's something to it.

>> Since then when I'm away I make a point every day to visualize my cats

>> strongly and talk to them in my mind. It helps me - I hope it helps them too

>> Maybe you could give it a try?

>>

>> >

>> > Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is

>> however,

>> > my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

>> > kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

>> > night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>> >

>> > I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm

>> going

>> > out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her

>> brothers

>> > and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>> >

>> > Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

>> > strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

>> > anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>> >

>> > YEP YEP YEP

>> >

>> > Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is

>> because

>> > Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to

>> accept

>> > myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my

>> fault, I

>> > only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing

>> little

>> > girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>> >

>> > 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>> >

January 29, 2011

I just sent my T an e-mail cuz of the panic attack. She might not respond

today but she always gets back to me. She will understand because she knows

and loves my little girlscout. In fact, next time I travel if boyfriend

comes with, T offered to babysit Scoutie. Not many people I can leave her

with because she has a handful of terrier proclivities like running away and

trying to eat yorkies and dachsunds. Its her favorite thing to do, you

should see the smile on her face when she finds one she can try to eat.

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 3:53 PM, Girlscout Cowboy <

girlscout.cowboy@...> wrote:

> I will do the visualizing thing and I bet you she will respond. I just

> finished packing and she tried to climb in my luggage. AGGH. Tears.

>

> Her breed is extremly tough (she's a type of terrier). And they are known

> for being adaptable. They have no problem bonding with new owners and

> leaving their FOO's for their forever homes.

>

> In other words, I think this is going to be much harder on me than it will

> be on her. Ugh.

>

> Boyfriend promised she can come with me to the airport. i'm also having a

> little anxiety over being so far from my T. But leaving Scout is so so so

> hard.

>

> We are going on another trip for boyfriend's birthday just as soon as I get

> home, but she gets to come along on that trip.

>

> OMG, I'm having a hard time breathing. And I'm laughing at myself because I

> know its over leaving my baby. . .

>

> Really, I should just take her with me. Is 17 lbs too big to go on the

> airplane? She flew before but that was when she was a baby. And she got gas

> on the plane HA HA HA she was so quite no one knew she was there but their

> was a strange stench coming from under my seat.

>

> On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 2:50 PM, climberkayak wrote:

>

>>

>> Awwwwww! A love like that with your pets is something beautiful. Girlscout

>> is one lucky dog and you are one lucky lady! A while back I hired an animal

>> psychic for something and became convinced that there's something to it.

>> Since then when I'm away I make a point every day to visualize my cats

>> strongly and talk to them in my mind. It helps me - I hope it helps them too

>> Maybe you could give it a try?

>>

>> >

>> > Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is

>> however,

>> > my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

>> > kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

>> > night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>> >

>> > I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm

>> going

>> > out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her

>> brothers

>> > and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>> >

>> > Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

>> > strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

>> > anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>> >

>> > YEP YEP YEP

>> >

>> > Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is

>> because

>> > Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to

>> accept

>> > myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my

>> fault, I

>> > only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing

>> little

>> > girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>> >

>> > 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>> >

January 30, 2011

I can relate--I buried my beloved boy last summer. He went with me to work most

days and vacationed with me. He and I both recovered from illness together, he

was the only one there for me during so many bad times with nada. There were

times in my marriage I was ready to chuck to hubby but never my boy. Often I was

sure he and I read each other's minds!

My daughter accused me of loving the dog more than her. I told her that my dog

never talked back, never got mad at me, and thought everything I did was just

wonderful. How can any kid from a BPD ask for a better relationship than that?

I hope you and Girlscout are together for many, many years!

>

> Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is however,

> my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>

> I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm going

> out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her brothers

> and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>

> Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>

> YEP YEP YEP

>

> Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to accept

> myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault, I

> only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>

> 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>

January 30, 2011

I can relate--I buried my beloved boy last summer. He went with me to work most

days and vacationed with me. He and I both recovered from illness together, he

was the only one there for me during so many bad times with nada. There were

times in my marriage I was ready to chuck to hubby but never my boy. Often I was

sure he and I read each other's minds!

My daughter accused me of loving the dog more than her. I told her that my dog

never talked back, never got mad at me, and thought everything I did was just

wonderful. How can any kid from a BPD ask for a better relationship than that?

I hope you and Girlscout are together for many, many years!

>

> Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is however,

> my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>

> I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm going

> out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her brothers

> and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>

> Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>

> YEP YEP YEP

>

> Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to accept

> myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault, I

> only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>

> 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>

January 30, 2011

That`s an awesome name for a dog! Anyways, I find it hard to leave my pets

because they tend to be supportive regardless of the scenario, whereas people

can be fickle. Could you take something with you that is also a comfort like a

particular stuffed animal or something? Would you be able to take a picture of

her or something of hers to bring her presence with you without bringing her?

Would this possibly upset you further? When I'm away from my pets, I'll call and

make someone put me on speaker phone in order to talk to them (the pet not the

people) and then someone describes their reaction or I can hear them dancing

around. Hope I have helped, goodluck.

CR.

>

> Girlscout isn't my real name. Ha ha, I bet you are shocked. It is however,

> my dog's real name. She is my baby. About 18 months ago I left her in a

> kennel for 2 nights. Other than that, I've never been away from her over

> night. Umm, she is 5 years old.

>

> I feel more and more like a crazy dog lady as I write this - but I'm going

> out of town for 4 days tomorrow. Girlscout is staying home with her brothers

> and my boyfriend. He will take good care of all 3 of them.

>

> Am I freaking about leaving boyfriend? Nope. Am I scared to travel to a

> strange city all by myself? Not really. Am I just about in a full blown

> anxiety attack to be away from Girlscout?

>

> YEP YEP YEP

>

> Help me. I don't know if this is a KO thing or not. It kind of is because

> Girlscout goes to every single therapy appt with me. And as I come to accept

> myself more and believe the bad things in my childhood were not my fault, I

> only love her more and she has mellowed and melted into an amazing little

> girl. She sleeps in my arms at night like a baby. She is my ID.

>

> 4 days without her. GULP!!!!!

>

January 30, 2011