Guest guest Posted December 6, 2011 Report Share Posted December 6, 2011 Yay!Isn't it amazing to realize that the world doesn't revolve around our weight? Congratulations on enjoying yourself!abby Oh good! That's so nice to hear. Sounds like a pleasant evening all around. Thanks for sharing. Tilley > > Well, I survived the dinner party last night. I looked reminiscent of past selves and my hair actually turned out great for reasons I'll never understand. So... the physical self didn't arouse too much upset for me. > > And, I was much more comfortable in my own skin than I ever have been at one of these gatherings. In the past, even at my thinnets (or maybe especially at my thinnest) I was so self-conscious I could barely breathe. In fact, I'm sure I used to dissociate. Yet I always dieted whenever I had a special event coming up, or at least up until a few years ago. At some point I stopped torturing myself just to go someplace " special " . > > Anyway - I'd call the evening a big success in that I was as comfortable as I've ever been, and the food did not dazzle me one way or the other. In fact, even after a couple of glasses of wine that were poured for me, I did not overeat and I was in touch with my level of hunger and fullness levels. I ate half of my salmon, and when I discovered that the dessert was ho hum, I stopped. > > So - yay. The world did not stop revolving on its axis because I'm well endowed all over; and I got through the fear of being at a formalish affair looking like the way I look! Know what I mean? > > Thanks y'all for the supportive comments along the way. > > Sandarah > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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