Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 sara, sorry about the name? I thought that is what it came through as. Sandy Sandy, I hope you have erased that name from your vocabulary. I'm glad to know of this CD set. I spend so much time in my car, that CDs actually are more beneficial to me than reading. Thanks for sharing. Sara > > > ** > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come to > > this point: > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a child, I > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my body. > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that time, I > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess weight as > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and feel > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also faced > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a result of > > the stress of exams. > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I find > > myself here. > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the trigger > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this binging > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on food. > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like breads > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long time > > to lose that weight. > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I was > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what happened, I > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very best. I > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > introduce myself. > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really like > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about which > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this support > > group. <3 > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 sara, sorry about the name? I thought that is what it came through as. Sandy Sandy, I hope you have erased that name from your vocabulary. I'm glad to know of this CD set. I spend so much time in my car, that CDs actually are more beneficial to me than reading. Thanks for sharing. Sara > > > ** > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come to > > this point: > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a child, I > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my body. > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that time, I > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess weight as > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and feel > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also faced > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a result of > > the stress of exams. > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I find > > myself here. > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the trigger > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this binging > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on food. > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like breads > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long time > > to lose that weight. > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I was > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what happened, I > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very best. I > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > introduce myself. > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really like > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about which > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this support > > group. <3 > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 sara, sorry about the name? I thought that is what it came through as. Sandy Sandy, I hope you have erased that name from your vocabulary. I'm glad to know of this CD set. I spend so much time in my car, that CDs actually are more beneficial to me than reading. Thanks for sharing. Sara > > > ** > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come to > > this point: > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a child, I > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my body. > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that time, I > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess weight as > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and feel > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also faced > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a result of > > the stress of exams. > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I find > > myself here. > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the trigger > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this binging > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on food. > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like breads > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long time > > to lose that weight. > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I was > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what happened, I > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very best. I > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > introduce myself. > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really like > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about which > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this support > > group. <3 > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 Sandy,owwwwww.that hurts my heart. kids can be so cruel.no one deserves to hear that.best, abby sara, sorry about the name? I thought that is what it came through as. Sandy Sandy, I hope you have erased that name from your vocabulary. I'm glad to know of this CD set. I spend so much time in my car, that CDs actually are more beneficial to me than reading. Thanks for sharing. Sara > > > ** > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come to > > this point: > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a child, I > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my body. > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that time, I > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess weight as > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and feel > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also faced > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a result of > > the stress of exams. > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I find > > myself here. > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the trigger > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this binging > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on food. > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like breads > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long time > > to lose that weight. > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I was > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what happened, I > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very best. I > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > introduce myself. > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really like > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about which > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this support > > group. <3 > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 Sandy,owwwwww.that hurts my heart. kids can be so cruel.no one deserves to hear that.best, abby sara, sorry about the name? I thought that is what it came through as. Sandy Sandy, I hope you have erased that name from your vocabulary. I'm glad to know of this CD set. I spend so much time in my car, that CDs actually are more beneficial to me than reading. Thanks for sharing. Sara > > > ** > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come to > > this point: > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a child, I > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my body. > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that time, I > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess weight as > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and feel > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also faced > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a result of > > the stress of exams. > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I find > > myself here. > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the trigger > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this binging > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on food. > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like breads > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long time > > to lose that weight. > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I was > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what happened, I > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very best. I > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > introduce myself. > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really like > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about which > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this support > > group. <3 > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 Oh, I got it. A little slow today. Sandy I meant your childhood nickname. Come up with one that honors who you are. > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come > > to > > > > this point: > > > > > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a > > child, I > > > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my > > body. > > > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that > > time, I > > > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess > > weight as > > > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and > > feel > > > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also > > faced > > > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a > > result of > > > > the stress of exams. > > > > > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I > > find > > > > myself here. > > > > > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the > > trigger > > > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this > > binging > > > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on > > food. > > > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like > > breads > > > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long > > time > > > > to lose that weight. > > > > > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I > > was > > > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what > > happened, I > > > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very > > best. I > > > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > > > introduce myself. > > > > > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really > > like > > > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about > > which > > > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this > > support > > > > group. <3 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2012 Report Share Posted January 17, 2012 Oh, I got it. A little slow today. Sandy I meant your childhood nickname. Come up with one that honors who you are. > > > > > > > ** > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hi everyone, it's nice to see a support group here. I have been looking > > > > for something like this. A little bit about myself and how did I come > > to > > > > this point: > > > > > > > > I have been a dieter for as long as I can remember. Since I was a > > child, I > > > > have battled with being overweight and feeling uncomfortable with my > > body. > > > > At 13 years old, I found myself at 200 lbs at 5'3 " . Ever since that > > time, I > > > > have been on a mission to lose weight. > > > > > > > > From then on and throughout high school and undergraduate school, I > > > > succeeded with losing excess weight by restricting certain foods that I > > > > deemed " bad " and incorporating exercise. I lost close to 70 lbs through > > > > this method (not exact since I have stopped weighing myself this past > > > > month). I am really proud of of my success with losing the excess > > weight as > > > > I was definitely at an unhealthy state given my other stats. > > > > > > > > ...but, in graduate school I think my intentions to lose weight and > > feel > > > > better about myself turned more obsessive, and this is when I also > > faced > > > > episodes of binging and restricting. These episodes first were a > > result of > > > > the stress of exams. > > > > > > > > So, basically for the last 2 years, I have been battling with these > > > > episodes, and I have tried many things to combat the cycle, and now I > > find > > > > myself here. > > > > > > > > When I really put a lot of thought about my personal relationship with > > > > food, I find myself remembering a moment during my childhood, before my > > > > weight loss mission. I was maybe 10 or 11. I don't what exactly the > > trigger > > > > was, but I had eaten a whole batch of brownies that were left in the > > > > kitchen. Did my first binge start there, I wonder...so maybe this > > binging > > > > isn't so new at all...but anyways... > > > > > > > > I am starting a new mission, which is to be at peace with food, eating > > > > when hungry, stopping when satisfied, and not putting limitations on > > food. > > > > I still struggle with food choices, especially starchy carbs like > > breads > > > > and pastas because those were the foods that I restricted for a long > > time > > > > to lose that weight. > > > > > > > > So, I start with today, which was not good, but I wouldn't call it bad > > > > compared to episodes before. I don't know what triggered it, maybe I > > was > > > > trying to avoid some things that I had to get done. Given what > > happened, I > > > > still accept myself, although I am bloated and not feeling my very > > best. I > > > > love myself to keep moving forward and reach out for love and support. > > > > > > > > Thanks to everyone that contributes and makes this group active. I am > > > > still getting acclimated, but I thought it would be appropriate to > > > > introduce myself. > > > > > > > > One question I have is, which Intuitive Eating book is recommended to > > > > start with? There are 2 editions by Tribole and Resch. I would really > > like > > > > to start reading this book, but just wanted some clarification about > > which > > > > one would be best. Also, are there any specific audio books or CDs/Mp3s > > > > that you found helpful? I saw some posts here about books, but haven't > > > > looked too much if there was any discussion about audio. > > > > > > > > Your help is appreciated, and I look forward to being part of this > > support > > > > group. <3 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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