Am I too sensitive?

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Hi everyone,needing some validation. I will try to make this brief. I was

diagnosed in August with stage 2 breast cancer.It was shocking but i know that i

am not going to die but the whole process has been very trying and

challenging.My friends and childeren and family have been very supportive.As far

as nada goes she has been her usual selfish self. I actually thought that if i

had cancer of course she would be there for me. shes still the same narcissistic

selfish woman who is my mom. I thought i was over it I thought she couldnt hurt

me anymore. WRONG! when I had my first chemo treatment she didnt even call me

and ask me how i was feeling. my sister had to bring her over to see me! I know

partly it really scared her that i had cancer and thats why she was laying low i

guess.I have a lot of medical bills and she knows that but doesnt want to help

me pay any of them. She has 28,000 dollars in her checking account but says that

is her security and she cant help me.Recently she offered to help with paying

for my car cuz it needs work but then she took it back. The last time i talked

to her she asked if i had my car fixed i said no i have to pay my medical

bills.she couldnt get off the phone fast enough cuz i know she was afraid i

might ask her for money. all of this makes me feel so unloved . my sister says

im taking it too personal and that she is not capable of loving us right. I know

this logically but emotionally it hurts. I feel depressed, sad angry and bitter.

Am i too sensitive? Why am i letting this bother me when i have so many other

people there for me?