Re:The Power of Letting Go/--Need help please

[Guest guest]

I hope I can learn to "let go" of the things in this really touching article.

I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light sent my way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at the same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for a few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I planned the funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull myself out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too long (walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and I'm usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband is still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying to care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for myself. I need angels and lights and every possible power to help our family right now. Thanks in advance.Sheila

[Guest guest]

Sheila, dear friend, my love and prayers are there!!! And... lots of

energy being sent your way too.

You say that you are week?... Oh, but dear Sheila, I can not agree

with you on this point... it seems to me that you are VERY STRONG!

Look at all that you have done, and being that you are normally

bedridden? This would be hard on any person, much less a person who

already has challenges that they had been facing previous to these

events. Love has been carrying you through great burdens and trials.

You are not week, my wonderful friend, you are amazing!

MUCH LOVE AND LIGHT!!!,

cyndi

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> I hope I can learn to " let go " of the things in this really

touching article.

> I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light sent my

way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at the

same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for a

few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I planned the

funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull myself

out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too long

(walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and I'm

usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband is

still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying to

care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for myself. I

need angels and lights and every possible power to help our family

right now. Thanks in advance.

> Sheila

>

[Guest guest]

Much love and light to you my friend Sheila. Keep in mind always...

there is a reason for everything... this may seem insensitive at this

point, but it really is how things work. Look up to the sun and see

the beauty that life has brought you and your family. Much love and

hugs.. Kimmy

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> > I hope I can learn to " let go " of the things in this really

> touching article.

> > I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light sent

my

> way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at the

> same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for a

> few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I planned

the

> funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull myself

> out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too long

> (walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and I'm

> usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband is

> still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying to

> care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for myself.

I

> need angels and lights and every possible power to help our family

> right now. Thanks in advance.

> > Sheila

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Kim;

Yes I really do believe this. In my life, even people's

mistakes, like wrong numbers or other mistakes turn out to be for a

reason. It's a very strong lesson that I see clearly in my life. I

hope this does not mean that people who think this way also

think " Well there is no reason to help them, because they are

supposed to suffer. " Often others suffer so that we may learn and

grow by helping them and lifting them, lifts us also. I thank you

for the reminder. I am so worn out at the moment, I can barely sit

up. I am writing this laying on my side...and I know it will pass,

but just need some light and strength from my creator and from the

universe to help me get through this stage I'm in.

MUCH LOVING THANKS

SHEILA

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> > > I hope I can learn to " let go " of the things in this really

> > touching article.

> > > I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light

sent

> my

> > way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at

the

> > same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for

a

> > few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I

planned

> the

> > funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull

myself

> > out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too

long

> > (walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and

I'm

> > usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband

is

> > still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying

to

> > care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for

myself.

> I

> > need angels and lights and every possible power to help our

family

> > right now. Thanks in advance.

> > > Sheila

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks SO much Cyndi, yes, I WAS carried through that time that mom

and Dad were both in the hospital and planning the funeral twice

etc. I guess my body/mind is just in collapse mode at the moment. I

thank you for your wonderful words of encouragement. You did remind

me that I have more strength than I am giving myself credit for.

Love, Sheila

> >

> > I hope I can learn to " let go " of the things in this really

> touching article.

> > I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light sent

my

> way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at

the

> same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for a

> few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I planned

the

> funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull myself

> out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too long

> (walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and I'm

> usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband

is

> still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying to

> care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for

myself. I

> need angels and lights and every possible power to help our family

> right now. Thanks in advance.

> > Sheila

> >

>

[Guest guest]

You are very welcome. My prayers, love and energy still continue!!!

I wish for you blessings, of love, peace, and of health!!!!

metta

> > >

> > > I hope I can learn to " let go " of the things in this really

> > touching article.

> > > I could also use some kind thoughts and energy and light

sent

> my

> > way. My mom and dad were taken to the hospital in ambulances at

> the

> > same time. Dad died 5 days later. Mom stayed in the hospital for

a

> > few days after so even though I am also terminally ill, I planned

> the

> > funeral TWICE. Now I'm really worn out and too weak to pull

myself

> > out of it, because of grief, illness, doing too much for too long

> > (walked 4 miles between parents hospital rooms for weeks, and I'm

> > usually bedridden, was using oxygen and a walker) and my husband

> is

> > still in the war zone. Mom is out of the hospital now so trying

to

> > care for her but not doing well since I can't even care for

> myself. I

> > need angels and lights and every possible power to help our

family

> > right now. Thanks in advance.

> > > Sheila

> > >

> >

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