Guest guest Posted January 8, 2008 Report Share Posted January 8, 2008 My Dearest Sister Luna; I am highly appreciative of your obvious enjoyment lol. So many compliments may cause my head to explode. Usually on tuesdays, I post new stuff that I write over the weekend. I am taking a break from writing for awhile. I do not know how long. I am in honesty, worn down from writing... can you grasp how hard it is on the mind to write poems of love that are only little wishes from the imagination? There is seldom any substance to these and they are only reinforcing what lacks in my life. If I truely did ever find that love I write of, it would most likely scare me to death and I would be unable to write at all. Also the sad poems, I know that they can be viewed in two manners; the "I can relate to that" and the "I am glad I do not feel like that", but either way, whenever and whatever I write, it is bringing to the surface, the things that never found me or that I overlooked. Such basic necessities in the human experience, yet for whatever reason, these things are not meant to find me. Looking at this from a totally different view; In the religous concept it should be seen as blessings. Not having any attachments, things that are impermanent by the teachings anyway. This is a self created duality in that I lack in many areas of the human experience, yet I can say shaky that I have no attachments. Longings,and the such which are by nature part of the experience yet I ponder with no solid answer... Is love a want or a need? . This answer will have to come from within, no external answers on this one. Do I regreat always giving instead of taking? In total sincerity I say no, not at all. My nature came with the body. A package deal. Who am I to try to figure and fully understand my purpose overall as the universe has drawn it? thus comes the frustrations, sadnesses, and my temporary writers strike. I will be here and post attempted wisdoms, my bad jokes and the such, but my pencil is rolled under the bed for awhile. Mental vacation from self created reality. Om Mani Padme Hum, Randy Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2008 Report Share Posted January 9, 2008 Dearest Randy, I remember a few weeks ago when I said my writing ability had dried up. You said, " You silly girl! Write what you feel! " I respect your putting your pen under your bed, but remember that the pen is sometimes one of the greatest tools we have in expressing ourselves. Don't write for us, write for YOU! Love and Light, Carole > > My Dearest Sister Luna; > I am highly appreciative of your obvious enjoyment lol. So many compliments may cause my head to explode. Usually on tuesdays, I post new stuff that I write over the weekend. I am taking a break from writing for awhile. I do not know how long. I am in honesty, worn down from writing... can you grasp how hard it is on the mind to write poems of love that are only little wishes from the imagination? There is seldom any substance to these and they are only reinforcing what lacks in my life. If I truely did ever find that love I write of, it would most likely scare me to death and I would be unable to write at all. Also the sad poems, I know that they can be viewed in two manners; the " I can relate to that " and the " I am glad I do not feel like that " , but either way, whenever and whatever I write, it is bringing to the surface, the things that never found me or that I overlooked. Such basic necessities in the human experience, yet for whatever reason, these things are not > meant to find me. > Looking at this from a totally different view; In the religous concept it should be seen as blessings. Not having any attachments, things that are impermanent by the teachings anyway. This is a self created duality in that I lack in many areas of the human experience, yet I can say shaky that I have no attachments. Longings,and the such which are by nature part of the experience yet I ponder with no solid answer... Is love a want or a need? . This answer will have to come from within, no external answers on this one. Do I regreat always giving instead of taking? In total sincerity I say no, not at all. My nature came with the body. A package deal. Who am I to try to figure and fully understand my purpose overall as the universe has drawn it? thus comes the frustrations, sadnesses, and my temporary writers strike. I will be here and post attempted wisdoms, my bad jokes and the such, but my pencil is rolled under the bed for awhile. Mental vacation from self created > reality. > > > > Om Mani Padme Hum, > Randy > > > --------------------------------- > Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Search. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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