Guest guest Posted August 21, 2005 Report Share Posted August 21, 2005 Dear Deana, What an awful thing to happen and to adjust to. It may take awhile to get the medication just right. Thank you for sharing. As resources there is Recovery, Inc. (in phone book) and Emotions Anonymous (call and inquire at Al-Anon). Both group support and both free. There is also group support for Bi-Polar. MarilynDeana Brown wrote: Hello everyone, i have been absent for a while. I woke up about 10 days ago and just couldnt do the mom thing , the wife thing, the life thing. I found happiness in nothing. My husband put me in a hotel for two nights and that only worsened whatever started, I feared bad people were breaking in my hotel room and trying to kill me. I would hear voices of children screaming and run outside to make sure they were all right. I started getting visual black type hallucinations . I was sweating then chilled. It was a horrible two days. That day I came home, I cried again immensly and couldnt even go to the bathroom by myself.I put myself into the hospital and stayed for 8 days. The put me on some meds that I hope are the right combination. they checked my thyroid levels first and they were all ok.They diagnosed me with an array of things from Depression, Panic Disorders , Phobias, Paranoi - voice and seeing things not normal to reality. Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and are keeping a watchful eye for signs of Bipolar Disorder. 6 out of the 8 days, I had low energy, feelings of life is meaningless, some anxiety. the last 2 days and today I have had an immense amount of energy but am adgitated very easily, by sounds of my children laughing to loud, or playing with toys that make noises or music, I am also adgitated by looks from my husband, loud tv, uneasy, inability to relax.They have me on the following meds besides the 1 1/2 grains of thyroid tabs.RemaronBusparZyprexaAtivanI am feeling extreme anxiety today because it seems like the same old things just in two days home, are falling back into the same old rut. Each moment is difficult for me to find happiness. I will be seeing a counselor every week for a while so maybe I just need an adjustment in meds.HugsDeana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2005 Report Share Posted August 21, 2005 Dear Deana, What an awful thing to happen and to adjust to. It may take awhile to get the medication just right. Thank you for sharing. As resources there is Recovery, Inc. (in phone book) and Emotions Anonymous (call and inquire at Al-Anon). Both group support and both free. There is also group support for Bi-Polar. MarilynDeana Brown wrote: Hello everyone, i have been absent for a while. I woke up about 10 days ago and just couldnt do the mom thing , the wife thing, the life thing. I found happiness in nothing. My husband put me in a hotel for two nights and that only worsened whatever started, I feared bad people were breaking in my hotel room and trying to kill me. I would hear voices of children screaming and run outside to make sure they were all right. I started getting visual black type hallucinations . I was sweating then chilled. It was a horrible two days. That day I came home, I cried again immensly and couldnt even go to the bathroom by myself.I put myself into the hospital and stayed for 8 days. The put me on some meds that I hope are the right combination. they checked my thyroid levels first and they were all ok.They diagnosed me with an array of things from Depression, Panic Disorders , Phobias, Paranoi - voice and seeing things not normal to reality. Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and are keeping a watchful eye for signs of Bipolar Disorder. 6 out of the 8 days, I had low energy, feelings of life is meaningless, some anxiety. the last 2 days and today I have had an immense amount of energy but am adgitated very easily, by sounds of my children laughing to loud, or playing with toys that make noises or music, I am also adgitated by looks from my husband, loud tv, uneasy, inability to relax.They have me on the following meds besides the 1 1/2 grains of thyroid tabs.RemaronBusparZyprexaAtivanI am feeling extreme anxiety today because it seems like the same old things just in two days home, are falling back into the same old rut. Each moment is difficult for me to find happiness. I will be seeing a counselor every week for a while so maybe I just need an adjustment in meds.HugsDeana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2005 Report Share Posted August 21, 2005 Deana... glad to have you back.... very sorry to hear things are not going well.... You know someone is gonna ask this question, so I'm just gonna say it and get it out..... did they tell you what thyroid tests they took and what the numbers were? ....we know... we KNOW that someone just saying that they are okay doesn't mean squat... especially if they don't know how to read them..... You're symptoms are nothing to brush off and I can imagine it's got to be pretty horrible for you right now.... I wish I could make it go away..... Tomorrow.. when you are in a place to do so... see if you can give them a call and ask for the lab results... I'd REALLY like to see them I'm not belittling any of this... I hope you know that... but lets run through some things, just to rule them out... messed up hormones do a lot of nasty things to us.... If this is more than you want to do right now.. that's okay.. we're here for ya when you are ready, okay? I'll just wait until you say you are ready to start picking through stuff, okay? Hang in there... we understand.... we won't abandon you... we're here even if all you need is to yell and scream and get stuff out of you, okay??? Where bouts do you live? Give is a city or area code... we'll see if there is someone in your area that can call you or swing by.... Topper () On Sun, 21 Aug 2005 14:07:19 -0500 Deana Brown writes: Hello everyone, i have been absent for a while. I woke up about 10 days ago and just couldnt do the mom thing , the wife thing, the life thing. I found happiness in nothing. My husband put me in a hotel for two nights and that only worsened whatever started, I feared bad people were breaking in my hotel room and trying to kill me. I would hear voices of children screaming and run outside to make sure they were all right. I started getting visual black type hallucinations . I was sweating then chilled. It was a horrible two days. That day I came home, I cried again immensly and couldnt even go to the bathroom by myself.I put myself into the hospital and stayed for 8 days. The put me on some meds that I hope are the right combination. they checked my thyroid levels first and they were all ok.They diagnosed me with an array of things from Depression, Panic Disorders , Phobias, Paranoi - voice and seeing things not normal to reality. Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and are keeping a watchful eye for signs of Bipolar Disorder. 6 out of the 8 days, I had low energy, feelings of life is meaningless, some anxiety. the last 2 days and today I have had an immense amount of energy but am adgitated very easily, by sounds of my children laughing to loud, or playing with toys that make noises or music, I am also adgitated by looks from my husband, loud tv, uneasy, inability to relax.They have me on the following meds besides the 1 1/2 grains of thyroid tabs.RemaronBusparZyprexaAtivanI am feeling extreme anxiety today because it seems like the same old things just in two days home, are falling back into the same old rut. Each moment is difficult for me to find happiness. I will be seeing a counselor every week for a while so maybe I just need an adjustment in meds.HugsDeana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2005 Report Share Posted August 21, 2005 Deana... glad to have you back.... very sorry to hear things are not going well.... You know someone is gonna ask this question, so I'm just gonna say it and get it out..... did they tell you what thyroid tests they took and what the numbers were? ....we know... we KNOW that someone just saying that they are okay doesn't mean squat... especially if they don't know how to read them..... You're symptoms are nothing to brush off and I can imagine it's got to be pretty horrible for you right now.... I wish I could make it go away..... Tomorrow.. when you are in a place to do so... see if you can give them a call and ask for the lab results... I'd REALLY like to see them I'm not belittling any of this... I hope you know that... but lets run through some things, just to rule them out... messed up hormones do a lot of nasty things to us.... If this is more than you want to do right now.. that's okay.. we're here for ya when you are ready, okay? I'll just wait until you say you are ready to start picking through stuff, okay? Hang in there... we understand.... we won't abandon you... we're here even if all you need is to yell and scream and get stuff out of you, okay??? Where bouts do you live? Give is a city or area code... we'll see if there is someone in your area that can call you or swing by.... Topper () On Sun, 21 Aug 2005 14:07:19 -0500 Deana Brown writes: Hello everyone, i have been absent for a while. I woke up about 10 days ago and just couldnt do the mom thing , the wife thing, the life thing. I found happiness in nothing. My husband put me in a hotel for two nights and that only worsened whatever started, I feared bad people were breaking in my hotel room and trying to kill me. I would hear voices of children screaming and run outside to make sure they were all right. I started getting visual black type hallucinations . I was sweating then chilled. It was a horrible two days. That day I came home, I cried again immensly and couldnt even go to the bathroom by myself.I put myself into the hospital and stayed for 8 days. The put me on some meds that I hope are the right combination. they checked my thyroid levels first and they were all ok.They diagnosed me with an array of things from Depression, Panic Disorders , Phobias, Paranoi - voice and seeing things not normal to reality. Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and are keeping a watchful eye for signs of Bipolar Disorder. 6 out of the 8 days, I had low energy, feelings of life is meaningless, some anxiety. the last 2 days and today I have had an immense amount of energy but am adgitated very easily, by sounds of my children laughing to loud, or playing with toys that make noises or music, I am also adgitated by looks from my husband, loud tv, uneasy, inability to relax.They have me on the following meds besides the 1 1/2 grains of thyroid tabs.RemaronBusparZyprexaAtivanI am feeling extreme anxiety today because it seems like the same old things just in two days home, are falling back into the same old rut. Each moment is difficult for me to find happiness. I will be seeing a counselor every week for a while so maybe I just need an adjustment in meds.HugsDeana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 21, 2005 Report Share Posted August 21, 2005 Deana... glad to have you back.... very sorry to hear things are not going well.... You know someone is gonna ask this question, so I'm just gonna say it and get it out..... did they tell you what thyroid tests they took and what the numbers were? ....we know... we KNOW that someone just saying that they are okay doesn't mean squat... especially if they don't know how to read them..... You're symptoms are nothing to brush off and I can imagine it's got to be pretty horrible for you right now.... I wish I could make it go away..... Tomorrow.. when you are in a place to do so... see if you can give them a call and ask for the lab results... I'd REALLY like to see them I'm not belittling any of this... I hope you know that... but lets run through some things, just to rule them out... messed up hormones do a lot of nasty things to us.... If this is more than you want to do right now.. that's okay.. we're here for ya when you are ready, okay? I'll just wait until you say you are ready to start picking through stuff, okay? Hang in there... we understand.... we won't abandon you... we're here even if all you need is to yell and scream and get stuff out of you, okay??? Where bouts do you live? Give is a city or area code... we'll see if there is someone in your area that can call you or swing by.... Topper () On Sun, 21 Aug 2005 14:07:19 -0500 Deana Brown writes: Hello everyone, i have been absent for a while. I woke up about 10 days ago and just couldnt do the mom thing , the wife thing, the life thing. I found happiness in nothing. My husband put me in a hotel for two nights and that only worsened whatever started, I feared bad people were breaking in my hotel room and trying to kill me. I would hear voices of children screaming and run outside to make sure they were all right. I started getting visual black type hallucinations . I was sweating then chilled. It was a horrible two days. That day I came home, I cried again immensly and couldnt even go to the bathroom by myself.I put myself into the hospital and stayed for 8 days. The put me on some meds that I hope are the right combination. they checked my thyroid levels first and they were all ok.They diagnosed me with an array of things from Depression, Panic Disorders , Phobias, Paranoi - voice and seeing things not normal to reality. Post Tramatic Stress Disorder and are keeping a watchful eye for signs of Bipolar Disorder. 6 out of the 8 days, I had low energy, feelings of life is meaningless, some anxiety. the last 2 days and today I have had an immense amount of energy but am adgitated very easily, by sounds of my children laughing to loud, or playing with toys that make noises or music, I am also adgitated by looks from my husband, loud tv, uneasy, inability to relax.They have me on the following meds besides the 1 1/2 grains of thyroid tabs.RemaronBusparZyprexaAtivanI am feeling extreme anxiety today because it seems like the same old things just in two days home, are falling back into the same old rut. Each moment is difficult for me to find happiness. I will be seeing a counselor every week for a while so maybe I just need an adjustment in meds.HugsDeana Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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