hi (long)

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It has been awhile since I have written. Just haven't been up to it. I am so

tired, so sore, and so depressed. I think all of it is because of being so

tired. I am going to call the doctor today. And see if the Paxil that is doing

it. If so I am going to try to get off it. I sleep six hours, seven hours a

day and when I wake up I am still acting like a Zombie.

Most of my body hurts. I have an afghan that needs to be done by Friday, but I

don't think I will be able to do it. Just can't seem to stay awake. I had to

go Digest for most of my groups, so if there is a message to me and it takes a

while to get a response. Forgive me. Or you can just write me privately.

The up date on my tongue. The biopsy came back and said that there was no

cancer. He said that it looks like a lesion. Possibly just from my tooth

rubbing on it. It is still very sore, and he is unsure why. I called the

doctor on Friday he supposed to call me back today. If I eat anything salty it

just throbs. So I been try not to eat anything with salt. But it's still hurts

when I talk.

Well I need to get up and move, have some things I need to do today. But more

likely I will probably just go back to bed until the alarm goes off. Have to

take my car to get fixed. I hope that it doesn't cost much, because my savings

is pretty much wiped out.

Tami