Re: DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL~Symptoms

[Guest guest]

Dearest ,

As always I very much enjoy your posts for they are so very

informative and make me feel that hmm....so that is why if feel this

way. You truly have such a keen insight into what is going on in

this world, both spiritually and physically! I also love your humor,

it is so great! You truly are someone I feel very blessed to " know "

for your light shines through even with posts of the darkness, you

show a light for all to follow, well, as far as I can humbly say, my

dear! Thank you for this post. The picture at the top is amazing

also! Namaste and thank you again, Luna

--- In , " karmarqu69 " <karmarqu69@...>

wrote:

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>

>

> SPIRITUAL CRISIS

> DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

>

> Carolyn Myss

>

> " You cannot find the Light unless

> you enter the darkness "

>

> ~ An ancient mystical insight

>

> *************************

> Dark night of the soul, holy madness, spiritual emergency, spiritual

> crisis, spiritual madness, and spiritual emergence are various

phrases

> that have been used to describe a unique experience - a profound

test of

> faith, endurance, inner purification and surrender - that is a

necessary

> part of walking the path back home to God.

>

> Because of these experiences, one rises to a higher state of divine

> beingness and becomes much closer to All That Is. Sooner or later,

this

> lifetime or next, everyone will journey through the dark night.

>

> Today, many people on this planet are searching for a deeper

meaning and

> purpose to life. Struggling for survival and happiness in the

material

> world just doesn't seem to satisfy the human potential anymore.

>

> [Dark Night of the Soul]

>

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> More and more we're becoming bored and frustrated with the routines

of

> everyday life, whether it's with our careers, our personal lives or

our

> relationships with other people. It seems that the average human

> consciousness is so bogged down with the pressures of daily living,

it

> takes an intense, emotional upheaval to jar it awake even a slight

> degree.

>

> Deep inside we're beginning to realize that our hunger for the

material

> comforts and pleasures of life eventually leaves us feeling empty

and

> incomplete. We then begin to suspect that lasting peace and

happiness is

> an inner thing. As a result, many individuals are looking into the

> spiritual or mystical realms for a greater sense of purpose,

direction

> and meaning to life. In the process, we find ourselves asking " who

am I

> really, what am I doing here, or what is the real purpose of life on

> this planet? "

>

> If we're ready, these kinds of questions will awaken a yearning deep

> within that inspires us to look for answers. Other times a serious

life

> crisis or a profound mystical event can have the same effect. Its

> purpose is to open our eyes to the physical-world dream we've been

> trapped in for a very long time. In the end, we find that we're

really

> searching for God.

>

> If we don't find answers to these questions, we'll continue going

round

> and round on the wheel of karma and reincarnation with many births,

> lives, deaths and rebirths until we do. One of the purposes of the

dark

> night is to help us break that cycle so that we no longer attach to

or

> anchor ourselves in the physical world of planet Earth.

>

> [anime]

>

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> Our search for the truth helps us to awaken spiritually. More

> importantly, it helps us remember who we really are. This is part

of the

> divine calling that some have heard, but many have yet to respond

to.

> This new awareness can be the most profound experience of one's

> lifetime; an ecstatic rush of joy and enlightenment that is

difficult to

> describe to those who have yet to reach this point.

>

> After an awakening or shift in one's awareness occurs, we begin to

look

> at the old ways and false beliefs of our lives with less interest,

while

> that which becomes clearer and feels more natural is our re-

connection

> with the divine. The old way simply doesn't interest us anymore

while

> the new way is all that matters.

>

> Somewhere along the journey of remembering who we really are we may

find

> ourselves in a very uncomfortable space or no-man's-land. In that

place,

> we realize that we haven't totally let go of our old belief systems,

> which are breaking down, while on the other hand, we have yet to

fully

> plug into the new spiritual truths we have discovered.

>

> This awkward place of mind, between the death of our " previous

life " and

> the birth of our new one, can bring on an internal crisis of

> uncertainty, instability, confusion, frustration and a most

unspeakable

> despair, as the dark night of the soul sets in and makes its

presence

> felt.

>

> The length of time it takes to " die " and the time required for

rebirth

> varies with each individual. The entire experience might last days,

> weeks or years. In the process, you experience ego death, and it's

> control over you begins to dissolve and lessen, as it returns to its

> rightful level of influence in your mind.

>

> There are also other ways to bring on a spiritual crisis. Sometimes

it

> can begin with a profound mystical vision, near-death event, serious

> illness, reading a spiritual book, childbirth, a serious loss or

even

> the use of a mind-altering drug. Either way the net result is an

abrupt

> and radical change in one's belief systems and one's way of being.

All

> of it creates the opportunity for profound and lasting inner

> transformation and a shift in awareness.

>

> The dark night is part of the spiritual journey. It will take us

into

> the hidden areas of our nature and bring to the surface many of our

> ego-based imprints and imperfections. Then their presence can be

> acknowledged and cleansed from our personality and makeup. All of

this

> can be quite demanding and may leave the individual in a state of

> emotional drain and helplessness. Functioning normally in everyday

> reality can become very difficult and challenging.

>

> It is ironic that along with the rapture of remembering our divine

> connection there can be intense feelings of depression, madness,

> detachment, hopelessness and an extraordinary loneliness that is not

> only relentless, but may last for months or years on end. That's

what

> happens when we go through this purification experience and our ego

> begins to lose its influence over us.

>

> Then comes the required period of waiting and humble perseverance,

as

> our old self dies and we constantly wonder when the dark night will

end.

> Ultimately, it feels as though we have lost control over our lives

and,

> most importantly, that God has truly abandoned us.

>

> St. of the Cross described the dark night of the soul as " an

> inflowing of God into the soul, which purges it from its ignorances

and

> imperfections. "

>

> Because of its profound challenges, the dark night has also become a

> reference point for an experience of intense, spiritual struggle,

and a

> passage into the wilderness that is filled with utter hopelessness

and

> isolation.

>

> In Dr. Jack Kornfield's book, First the Ecstasy, Then the Laundry,

he

> cites the following description of someone who had been on the

spiritual

> path for more than 20 years and became a guru because of it. Then,

just

> when things in life seemed to be going perfectly, a dark night of

the

> soul appeared unexpectedly:

>

> " I had always worried about my students, how unstable their wisdom

> seemed. After the first profound realizations of emptiness and

freedom,

> the painful tendency of many people was to become caught again in

> separation. But then it happened to me!

>

> I received a crash course in confusion, panic and depression. It

started

> when I became very sick with leftover parasites from India. Then

all the

> money I had saved for years and invested in two thriving businesses

was

> lost through bankruptcy and betrayal.

>

> All of the sudden the 'guru' was sick and poor. I became terribly

> frightened. My family life became a place of conflict. We had to

leave

> our home, to struggle with money, to worry about ordinary things. I

had

> difficulty with my mother. And all the while I thought I shouldn't

feel

> these things - I'd been to the peaks, after all. I thought I knew

the

> whole game.

>

> Finally I had to stop teaching. I lost all control. I reached a

> childlike stage were I wasn't trying to understand things; I was

just

> broken down completely, living moment to moment, and in some way

that's

> when my spiritual life really became genuine for the first time. "

>

> Spiritual crisis should not be confused with personal karma that an

> individual chooses to confront and deal with during a given

lifetime.

> For example, if one is in a difficult relationship, handicapped,

abused,

> involved in a serious addiction, and so on, these circumstances

usually

> reflect personal karma rather than the presence and symptoms of a

> spiritual crisis.

>

> St. of the Cross went through it, Edgar Cayce spoke of it,

several

> recent books and tapes have described it. And, throughout history,

> various indigenous cultures provided special care and loving

support for

> their tribal members in spiritual crisis.

>

> Sometimes the dark night can be a slow, steady and repetitive

process.

> Other times it can be intense, radical and very rapid. Either way

it is

> a very profound experience that strips away our false beliefs and

> earthly attachments. The key is to trust what your inner knowingness

> keeps telling you that, in the end, the priceless reward will be

> God-centeredness and spiritual enlightenment, as the real you

emerges

> from the material dream.

>

> If the dark night has entered your life, please don't give up! When

the

> madness is over, when one finally lets go in an act of surrender,

> acceptance and trust in what God is accomplishing with you - without

> resignation and with gratitude for the experience - the spiritual

> madness will end.

>

> When the madness ends, ego will have far less influence in your

life and

> a Light will shine through bringing with it a new spiritual

adventure

> and purpose. Your path will then be guided by a series of divinely

> influenced synchronous events and your real mission for this

lifetime

> will unfold and fall into place, as if by magic.

>

> But don't get too comfortable with your newfound way of life. The

dark

> night is all about surrendering to the will of God. When a certain

> degree of letting go has finally been achieved, one needs to live

that

> surrender each and every day. While that is happening, the following

> question still needs to be asked: " how can I know I have surrendered

> unless I am tested from time to time? " What this means is that we

will

> be tested now and then in order to answer that question.

>

> [Dark Night]

>

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> Symptoms of Spiritual Crisis

>

> A typical " dark night " series events might be...

>

> Things in life seem to be going along quite smoothly.

> Then, unexpectedly...

>

> The individual has a serious life crisis such as career failure,

> divorce, a health problem, a serious addiction, financial

> collapse, a near death experience, etc.

> or any combination of

> such events

>

> At some point the crisis and anguish becomes so intense

> she or he drops to the floor and, in a climactic

> act of desperation, cries out

> God, help me!

>

> God begins to help immediately, most often in ways

> that are contrary to what we expect

> (put your seat belt on at this time!)

>

> The crisis usually jump-starts the search for spiritual truth. Each

new

> insight we discover brings on the death of an old false belief

> we've been programmed to accept throughout our lives.

> This starts to seriously threaten our ego and...

>

> A severe test of faith begins

> that can last for months or years

>

> The most important question you can ask yourself

> during a spiritual crisis is, " Can you

> believe in God when the night

> is the darkest? "

>

> During a dark night crisis the individual may have any combination

or

> all of the following symptoms:

>

> * Feelings of depression, despair, loneliness

>

> * Loss of energy

>

> * Chronic exhaustion not linked to a physical disorder

>

> * Loss of control over one's personal and/or professional direction

in

> life

>

> * Unusual sensitivity to light, sound and other environmental

factors

>

> * Anger, frustration, lack of patience

>

> * Loss of identity, purpose, and meaning to life

>

> * Withdrawal from life's everyday routines

>

> * Feelings of madness and insanity

>

> * A sense of abandonment by God

>

> * Feelings of inadequacy

>

> * Lessened feelings of attachment to family and friends

>

> * Loss of attention span, self-confidence and self-esteem

>

> * Frequent bouts of spontaneous crying and weeping

>

> These symptoms mimic ordinary clinical depression. However, there

is a

> major difference. Spiritual madness is an inner thing between you

and

> God during which deep, rich spiritual growth is occurring.

> Anti-depressants may rob you of this miraculous (yet painful)

> experience.

>

> Many of the above symptoms were taken from The Stormy Search for

Self by

> and Stanislav Grof, M.D. (please see reference section)

>

> http://www.fromthestars.com/page26.html

>

> Love~All~Ways

> *~Karma*

>

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> SPIRITUAL CRISIS

> DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

>

> Carolyn Myss

>

> " You cannot find the Light unless

> you enter the darkness "

>

> ~ An ancient mystical insight

>

> *************************

> Dark night of the soul, holy madness, spiritual emergency,

spiritual

> crisis, spiritual madness, and spiritual emergence are various

phrases

> that have been used to describe a unique experience - a profound

test of

> faith, endurance, inner purification and surrender - that is a

necessary

> part of walking the path back home to God.

>

> Because of these experiences, one rises to a higher state of divine

> beingness and becomes much closer to All That Is. Sooner or later,

this

> lifetime or next, everyone will journey through the dark night.

>

> Today, many people on this planet are searching for a deeper

meaning and

> purpose to life. Struggling for survival and happiness in the

material

> world just doesn't seem to satisfy the human potential anymore.

>

> [Dark Night of the Soul]

>

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>

> More and more we're becoming bored and frustrated with the

routines of

> everyday life, whether it's with our careers, our personal lives

or our

> relationships with other people. It seems that the average human

> consciousness is so bogged down with the pressures of daily

living, it

> takes an intense, emotional upheaval to jar it awake even a slight

> degree.

>

> Deep inside we're beginning to realize that our hunger for the

material

> comforts and pleasures of life eventually leaves us feeling empty

and

> incomplete. We then begin to suspect that lasting peace and

happiness is

> an inner thing. As a result, many individuals are looking into the

> spiritual or mystical realms for a greater sense of purpose,

direction

> and meaning to life. In the process, we find ourselves asking " who

am I

> really, what am I doing here, or what is the real purpose of life

on

> this planet? "

>

> If we're ready, these kinds of questions will awaken a yearning

deep

> within that inspires us to look for answers. Other times a serious

life

> crisis or a profound mystical event can have the same effect. Its

> purpose is to open our eyes to the physical-world dream we've been

> trapped in for a very long time. In the end, we find that we're

really

> searching for God.

>

> If we don't find answers to these questions, we'll continue going

round

> and round on the wheel of karma and reincarnation with many births,

> lives, deaths and rebirths until we do. One of the purposes of the

dark

> night is to help us break that cycle so that we no longer attach

to or

> anchor ourselves in the physical world of planet Earth.

>

> [anime]

>

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>

> Our search for the truth helps us to awaken spiritually. More

> importantly, it helps us remember who we really are. This is part

of the

> divine calling that some have heard, but many have yet to respond

to.

> This new awareness can be the most profound experience of one's

> lifetime; an ecstatic rush of joy and enlightenment that is

difficult to

> describe to those who have yet to reach this point.

>

> After an awakening or shift in one's awareness occurs, we begin to

look

> at the old ways and false beliefs of our lives with less interest,

while

> that which becomes clearer and feels more natural is our re-

connection

> with the divine. The old way simply doesn't interest us anymore

while

> the new way is all that matters.

>

> Somewhere along the journey of remembering who we really are we

may find

> ourselves in a very uncomfortable space or no-man's-land. In that

place,

> we realize that we haven't totally let go of our old belief

systems,

> which are breaking down, while on the other hand, we have yet to

fully

> plug into the new spiritual truths we have discovered.

>

> This awkward place of mind, between the death of our " previous

life " and

> the birth of our new one, can bring on an internal crisis of

> uncertainty, instability, confusion, frustration and a most

unspeakable

> despair, as the dark night of the soul sets in and makes its

presence

> felt.

>

> The length of time it takes to " die " and the time required for

rebirth

> varies with each individual. The entire experience might last days,

> weeks or years. In the process, you experience ego death, and it's

> control over you begins to dissolve and lessen, as it returns to

its

> rightful level of influence in your mind.

>

> There are also other ways to bring on a spiritual crisis.

Sometimes it

> can begin with a profound mystical vision, near-death event,

serious

> illness, reading a spiritual book, childbirth, a serious loss or

even

> the use of a mind-altering drug. Either way the net result is an

abrupt

> and radical change in one's belief systems and one's way of being.

All

> of it creates the opportunity for profound and lasting inner

> transformation and a shift in awareness.

>

> The dark night is part of the spiritual journey. It will take us

into

> the hidden areas of our nature and bring to the surface many of our

> ego-based imprints and imperfections. Then their presence can be

> acknowledged and cleansed from our personality and makeup. All of

this

> can be quite demanding and may leave the individual in a state of

> emotional drain and helplessness. Functioning normally in everyday

> reality can become very difficult and challenging.

>

> It is ironic that along with the rapture of remembering our divine

> connection there can be intense feelings of depression, madness,

> detachment, hopelessness and an extraordinary loneliness that is

not

> only relentless, but may last for months or years on end. That's

what

> happens when we go through this purification experience and our ego

> begins to lose its influence over us.

>

> Then comes the required period of waiting and humble perseverance,

as

> our old self dies and we constantly wonder when the dark night

will end.

> Ultimately, it feels as though we have lost control over our lives

and,

> most importantly, that God has truly abandoned us.

>

> St. of the Cross described the dark night of the soul as " an

> inflowing of God into the soul, which purges it from its

ignorances and

> imperfections. "

>

> Because of its profound challenges, the dark night has also become

a

> reference point for an experience of intense, spiritual struggle,

and a

> passage into the wilderness that is filled with utter hopelessness

and

> isolation.

>

> In Dr. Jack Kornfield's book, First the Ecstasy, Then the Laundry,

he

> cites the following description of someone who had been on the

spiritual

> path for more than 20 years and became a guru because of it. Then,

just

> when things in life seemed to be going perfectly, a dark night of

the

> soul appeared unexpectedly:

>

> " I had always worried about my students, how unstable their wisdom

> seemed. After the first profound realizations of emptiness and

freedom,

> the painful tendency of many people was to become caught again in

> separation. But then it happened to me!

>

> I received a crash course in confusion, panic and depression. It

started

> when I became very sick with leftover parasites from India. Then

all the

> money I had saved for years and invested in two thriving

businesses was

> lost through bankruptcy and betrayal.

>

> All of the sudden the 'guru' was sick and poor. I became terribly

> frightened. My family life became a place of conflict. We had to

leave

> our home, to struggle with money, to worry about ordinary things.

I had

> difficulty with my mother. And all the while I thought I shouldn't

feel

> these things - I'd been to the peaks, after all. I thought I knew

the

> whole game.

>

> Finally I had to stop teaching. I lost all control. I reached a

> childlike stage were I wasn't trying to understand things; I was

just

> broken down completely, living moment to moment, and in some way

that's

> when my spiritual life really became genuine for the first time. "

>

> Spiritual crisis should not be confused with personal karma that an

> individual chooses to confront and deal with during a given

lifetime.

> For example, if one is in a difficult relationship, handicapped,

abused,

> involved in a serious addiction, and so on, these circumstances

usually

> reflect personal karma rather than the presence and symptoms of a

> spiritual crisis.

>

> St. of the Cross went through it, Edgar Cayce spoke of it,

several

> recent books and tapes have described it. And, throughout history,

> various indigenous cultures provided special care and loving

support for

> their tribal members in spiritual crisis.

>

> Sometimes the dark night can be a slow, steady and repetitive

process.

> Other times it can be intense, radical and very rapid. Either way

it is

> a very profound experience that strips away our false beliefs and

> earthly attachments. The key is to trust what your inner

knowingness

> keeps telling you that, in the end, the priceless reward will be

> God-centeredness and spiritual enlightenment, as the real you

emerges

> from the material dream.

>

> If the dark night has entered your life, please don't give up!

When the

> madness is over, when one finally lets go in an act of surrender,

> acceptance and trust in what God is accomplishing with you -

without

> resignation and with gratitude for the experience - the spiritual

> madness will end.

>

> When the madness ends, ego will have far less influence in your

life and

> a Light will shine through bringing with it a new spiritual

adventure

> and purpose. Your path will then be guided by a series of divinely

> influenced synchronous events and your real mission for this

lifetime

> will unfold and fall into place, as if by magic.

>

> But don't get too comfortable with your newfound way of life. The

dark

> night is all about surrendering to the will of God. When a certain

> degree of letting go has finally been achieved, one needs to live

that

> surrender each and every day. While that is happening, the

following

> question still needs to be asked: " how can I know I have

surrendered

> unless I am tested from time to time? " What this means is that we

will

> be tested now and then in order to answer that question.

>

> [Dark Night]

>

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>

> Symptoms of Spiritual Crisis

>

> A typical " dark night " series events might be...

>

> Things in life seem to be going along quite smoothly.

> Then, unexpectedly...

>

> The individual has a serious life crisis such as career failure,

> divorce, a health problem, a serious addiction, financial

> collapse, a near death experience, etc.

> or any combination of

> such events

>

> At some point the crisis and anguish becomes so intense

> she or he drops to the floor and, in a climactic

> act of desperation, cries out

> God, help me!

>

> God begins to help immediately, most often in ways

> that are contrary to what we expect

> (put your seat belt on at this time!)

>

> The crisis usually jump-starts the search for spiritual truth.

Each new

> insight we discover brings on the death of an old false belief

> we've been programmed to accept throughout our lives.

> This starts to seriously threaten our ego and...

>

> A severe test of faith begins

> that can last for months or years

>

> The most important question you can ask yourself

> during a spiritual crisis is, " Can you

> believe in God when the night

> is the darkest? "

>

> During a dark night crisis the individual may have any combination

or

> all of the following symptoms:

>

> * Feelings of depression, despair, loneliness

>

> * Loss of energy

>

> * Chronic exhaustion not linked to a physical disorder

>

> * Loss of control over one's personal and/or professional

direction in

> life

>

> * Unusual sensitivity to light, sound and other environmental

factors

>

> * Anger, frustration, lack of patience

>

> * Loss of identity, purpose, and meaning to life

>

> * Withdrawal from life's everyday routines

>

> * Feelings of madness and insanity

>

> * A sense of abandonment by God

>

> * Feelings of inadequacy

>

> * Lessened feelings of attachment to family and friends

>

> * Loss of attention span, self-confidence and self-esteem

>

> * Frequent bouts of spontaneous crying and weeping

>

> These symptoms mimic ordinary clinical depression. However, there

is a

> major difference. Spiritual madness is an inner thing between you

and

> God during which deep, rich spiritual growth is occurring.

> Anti-depressants may rob you of this miraculous (yet painful)

> experience.

>

> Many of the above symptoms were taken from The Stormy Search for

Self by

> and Stanislav Grof, M.D. (please see reference section)

>

> http://www.fromthestars.com/page26.html

>

> Love~All~Ways

> *~Karma*

>

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