For my dear friend Yvonne,Prayers needed

[Guest guest]

She has gotten much further along with her cancer.Her daughter is

coming into town tonight and this is going to be real tough 4 her and

her daughter .They gave her to March to live but the cancer has spread

all over in the 3 weeks shes been waiting to go on a trials chemo to

buy her more time.

This is her blog from my space, I will also give u her link cause she

needs all the support she can get and shes been keeping a log in her

blog of whats happening to her.

Bless u all and thank u.

Love ,light and peace

Laurie

her link http://www.myspace.com/getgone2

December 19, 2007 - Wednesday

Death comith sooner..... " Suck It Up "

Current mood: depressed

Category: Life

So what can I say " Suck it Up " was my doctors orders for my Christmas

with my family! Espacally for my daughter!(completely understandable).

Today is Dec. 19 my daughter is coming in on x-mas vacation tomorrow

and I go to my oncologist (today)and find out ive gained 8 lbs. of

tumor growth in two weeks. The time were waiting for my THIRD chemo

trial to be approved. I havent had any kind of meds for two and a

half weeks and of course my cancer decides to spread ten fold.

The tumors are growing into my windpipe and enchrouching on my

eghougsus. Which means that it hurts to swallow and breath. (ex.think

about having the WORST case of strept through and multiply it 100

times, cant eat cant sleep ihave to sit up to be able to breath!!!!)

Nibble, muchie....chmop chomp........Im dying and its coming soon. The

suckie part it because I can feel it. (I would not wish this on

anyone...not even you)

You dont want to know what it feels like to die.

You just dont want to know!

And if one thinks you have enought time to take care of everything

before you die believe me thats a race to. Unfourtnatly your ALWAYS on

the loosing side.

Please DO NOT TAKE THE SMALLEST THING FOR GRANTED!

Let the negitve of all go. Find a way to laugh about them find humor

in all sitiutions. Take the pressure down a hole lotta notches!!!!!

Live your life with a honest smile on your face and real love in your

heart...You will live a longer and happier life......Last of all

NEVER.... forget RESPECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With my love and hope and respect,

NAMASTE

yvonne

Im still going to fight this until my last breath!

Please keep sending your positive prayers,I need them as constanste as

possible