WoW! There is no way I can thank you all enough......

[Guest guest]

I was so surprised by all the responses I got from the group. Its

kinda cool to see how people who dont even know you, can care so much

about you. I know that the reason im not in a good spot is because im

living almost entirely in my ego right now more than ever, due to how

insecure I am about myself and how others see me. And the funny thing

is... the more I worry about the egotistical things about me, the

worse they get, lol... just proving more that your all absolutely

right, thoughts are things and when you focus in on a feeling or

thought and truely believe it, it comes true. I need to figure out

how to put this kind of energy into positive feelings and thoughts

and I will truely be golden! Im going to start praying, so much, that

I will start to feel this love, this spirit in me and all around me.

Not just believe its there, but actually feel it. I just want to feel

God, Light, The Universe, I want to feel it so I can remember what I

really am. I know thats what I need, a connection back to my true

self because on this trip around im very disconnected. I LOVE you all

so much for your kind words, good energy and well, LOVE! I can feel

a lump in my throat as I type this and its a good one for a change.

Im going to start praying the best I can to live in my spirit and to

feel God, if anyone could pray for me to be able to Feel God, that

would be worth so much to me. I love you all so much, again that

lump, lol. Thank you for everything.