Pioneering Insanity~Are you Crazy Too?

[Guest guest]

Pioneering InsanitySky "They're crazy!" That is what they are saying about us. The

majority of the people in America at this time in history do not

channel spirits, do not converse with angels or aliens, do not astral

project, do not know about any kind of higher vibration, and do not

talk about Starseeds, Indigo Children, nor Lightworkers. They

do not know anything about ancient secrets being coded into crystals

nor about the healing effects of various stones. The only animals they

talk to are their pets and they do not actually listen for any kind of

a response. They do not talk to dead people. They have

no idea what kind of a higher purpose or mission they might have been

sent here to do. They have no idea what it is to have a voice from

above speak to you and ask you to step out of the normal way of things

to do some sort of holy spiritual work that will help guide or save

humanity. They just go about their lives having no idea what it is to walk in our shoes. They call us crazy and sometimes it is difficult not to agree with them. Be honest, don't you find that you doubt your own sanity at times? I do. I

used to think I was the only one having this experience until the

Internet. Now I know that there are millions of us all with the same

flavor of insanity. I suffer from PNS Syndrome. That stands

for Paranormal Nagging Spirits Syndrome. These nagging little voices

are always telling me what to do and telling me to improve myself and

to then go out and teach others how to improve themselves. It

is bad enough that they natter at me all of the time, but then they

always insist that I have to go public with the whole thing. Yet,

nobody else in the room ever hears them. I

wonder how much longer until they make a little pill to make the voices

in my head go away. Then I think about how lonely it would be inside my

head if I did not hear them anymore. Every time I think about that pesky little `going public' part, I find my sanity going out the window again. "Can't we keep this to ourselves?" I just want to get along with everyone else who does not here the voices. I read other people's websites, magazine articles, and newsletters and it amazes me how open and factual it all sounds. "Hello! Did you forget that we are weird? Why aren't you hiding? Wait until we have more real tangible proof!" Then

I remember all of the pioneers that came before us. What must it have

been like for and to travel across this country and bring

back far out wild stories that the East Coast folk could hardly

believe. This must be how it feels to be a pioneer in any

field of study, whether it is exploring uncharted territories, studying

Quantum Physics, decoding DNA, or walking on the moon. The

normal everyday Joe sits back with this bewildered look on his face

saying, "No way!" There is always that element of "Wow! I wouldn't

believe it if I hadn't seen it with my own two eyes," as we share our

discoveries with the rest of the world. I

remember back to the first couple of years that the voices used to come

and talk to me. I was terrified to tell anyone for fear they would lock

me away in a little pink padded room. My poor children would

be left orphans because their mom had gone insane! After many years of

making those guiding voices prove themselves to me over and over again,

I finally came out of the closet so to speak and began telling my

closest friends. They did not think I was nuts. About three or

four years ago, I finally came out to everyone and it was amazing how

many people's faces lit up and said, "I know exactly what you mean, I

thought I was the only one they talk to too!!" I have seen

too many things and had too many people come forward with stories just

like mine, not to believe something or someone is out there helping us.

The voices in my head have proven themselves correct and loyal too many

times for me to doubt them. I was miraculously led to

discover all of these amazing paranormal teachings and concepts all by

myself. Then, I was shown books stating that every single thing those

voices ever taught me were ancient wisdoms that mankind has been aware

of forever. Here I was thinking I was all holy and special

only to find out that they have been doing this to us since the

beginning of time. I have nothing new to say and neither does anyone

else who is teaching this stuff. Isn't it natural to feel crazy and insane when pioneering into areas that are unknown and different from what we are used to? Can this many people really be crazy with the same mental health problems? Do

we all have some sort of Joan of Arc Complex that makes us create the

illusion that we are here to help and maybe even save these people? Do we just sell snake oil to ourselves saying it is some sort of magical elixir? Well if I'm crazy, then please don't save me. I love believing that I am the kind of person who steps up to the plate and does the impossible. I love believing that I was put on this planet to make a difference. I love being that kind of person. Do not cure me of my fantasies that magic really happens. If this is crazy, then so be it. I'm in good company. Love~All~Ways♥~Karma♥