Guest guest Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 and Sandy ~ Girls ~ I am in the same ballfield as you two are ! Just 2 short years ago, I was 100-115 lbs. now 180 ! ! ! My neck is even big now, with big puffy things on either side of it, I cant even wear my necklaces cuz they are now too small ! ! ! ! ! I ballooned up when my heart lungs liver and kidneys all shut down. My boobs are so swollen and big ( and I have basically had a mastectomy ) and they are the size of footballs ! My stomach is the size of term twins ! This is no joke ! No joke at all. I can hardly walk around I am so heavy. It makes me seasick too cuz I giggle and I wiggle when I walk ! ! I am up every 30 min to 45 minutes thru the night, and I dragg ass all day long. My heart lately has been so low its in the 80/60 range, with those crazy pulse spikes into the 100's. I told Dad yesterday that as soon as he is done with these chemo's and feeling better that I have to go have surgery. I am miserable, and my boobs hurt like a son of a gun. I cant even wear a bra cuz it squeezes my heart and makes it thump and jump. I am scared poopless that the defibrillator is gonna go off again, so I am a big weinie on top of it all. Get this, the last bra I did wear, now too small, was a 42 DD ! ! and it is way, way to small. This left boob is so big its under my armpit too ! Family and friends have also drifted off, and they dont care. This is where you find out who your real friends are. If it werent for all you wonderful ladies, my heart and soul would have already gone to heaven. Ok, I have vented, thank you for listening. Love ya ~ DedeWho's never won? Biggest Grammy Award surprises of all time on AOL Music. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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