Dede and Shelly

[Guest guest]

girl I hear you,

Loud and Clear ! !

My son wants to be a body builder, he lives at the gym

I feel so bad when my son says "Your FAT mom"

Before saline implants everyone thought I was anorexia

Well nobody thinks that anymore that's for sure.

Before my scheduled appt I had second thoughts

I could kick myself over and over again.

Good morning sweet Dede

My heart goes out to you.

It's sad that you cannot get the medical

care you so desprately need right now.

Makes me feel sad for these ladies who

who are unable to have proper explant

It's a dam shame, and this is America right ??

Home of the lies and deceit.

Reminds me of cigarettes back in the day

No labels telling the dangers of smoking.

It's sad parents look at these breast implants as

a wonderful graduation gift for their daughter.

If they only knew the truth about these deadly devices,

Sandy~

and Sandy ~

Girls ~

I am in the same ballfield as you two are !

Just 2 short years ago, I was 100-115 lbs.

now 180 ! ! ! My neck is even big now, with

big puffy things on either side of it, I cant

even wear my necklaces cuz they are now too

small ! ! ! ! !

I ballooned up when my heart lungs liver and

kidneys all shut down. My boobs are so

swollen and big ( and I have basically had a

mastectomy ) and they are the size of footballs !

My stomach is the size of term twins ! This is

no joke ! No joke at all. I can hardly walk around

I am so heavy. It makes me seasick too cuz I

giggle and I wiggle when I walk ! ! I am up every

30 min to 45 minutes thru the night, and I dragg

ass all day long. My heart lately has been so low

its in the 80/60 range, with those crazy pulse

spikes into the 100's. I told Dad yesterday that

as soon as he is done with these chemo's and

feeling better that I have to go have surgery.

I am miserable, and my boobs hurt like a son of

a gun. I cant even wear a bra cuz it squeezes my

heart and makes it thump and jump. I am scared

poopless that the defibrillator is gonna go off

again, so I am a big weinie on top of it all.

Get this, the last bra I did wear, now too small,

was a 42 DD ! ! and it is way, way to small.

This left boob is so big its under my armpit too !

Family and friends have also drifted off, and

they dont care. This is where you find out who

your real friends are. If it werent for all you

wonderful ladies, my heart and soul would

have already gone to heaven.

Ok, I have vented, thank you for listening.

Love ya ~ Dede