Guest guest Posted January 19, 2011 Report Share Posted January 19, 2011 No surprise to you all I'm sure. I wish I could just go NC and be done with it. For some reason every time I try I get sucked back in. I've been trying LC, but that's even harder, she can't stand that I don't want to see her all the time even though I live 20 mins away. Then every time I DO see her/talk to her I hear how I don't ever call her/see her. I'm just tired of the drama. I've improved the rest of my life so much, I am mostly happy now, I have great friends and a wonderful boyfriend and awesome pets (our family). SHE is the only drama left in my life. My brother and father think I'm too " sensitive " and don't see why I can't just ignore her when she get's weird and then hang out with her later like nothing happened. But instead, she just affects me so much, she makes me cry. That's why I can't go NC either, then I think about how sad she is about it and I feel so guilty and I get depressed. I know she is sad/angry anyway and that it's not my fault, but even without her literally talking to me I swear I have her voice in my ear all the time!! How do I get rid of her?? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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