Feeling Like A Failure

[Guest guest]

Beloved Soul Family:Dear Hearts my most beautiful and beloved

soul family. I hope all is well with you all. I'm not doing so great the last couple days or so. I'm

feeling really down and depressed. As you know I had decieded to go

back to school this semester after being out for about 6 yrs, and I was

really excited,etc. I had been doing really great or at least I

thought until I was last month and missed a class. I've

been trying really really had to make up what I missed but it's dam

near impossible as it's a Co-op or ative Experience Work Class

and I also missed about 2 weeks of work when I was sick and my Co-op

at work is worth about half my grade and the particular class I missed

I needed that info for a paper I had to write for the class, and I also

missed a seminar that same week that I needed to attend for class.

I've been trying really really hard and working with the teacher, but

when I last talked to my teacher last week it was decided that it's

best that I completely withdraw from the class. I'm feeling really

really bummed about the whole thing, and I feel like I could burst into

tears at any second. I guess for what ever reason it just isn't time

for me right now to go and finish what I started or maybe I should

switch my major? I just really don't know. I could really use

some extra prayers right now and I'm feeling very much in need of a

hug . I'm so truly blessed to have found this group/family. I love you all so very much with all my

heart and soul. You mean more to me than I could possibly ever put into words. *Many Warm Friendship Hugs* to all.Always In Love and LightNamaste Much Metta,Your Beloved Soul Sister Lara xoxo