Guest guest Posted December 19, 2010 Report Share Posted December 19, 2010 For a long time I didn't come here in a attempt to keep away those feelings that are always surrounding me every time I talk to my Nada or think about her. Not checking here was a way to minimize the time thinking about all this BPD world. It was working I think ,'cause she was in the other side of the planet. Now I got a big X'mas gift: she's arriving on the X'mas day for a medical check up (again) 'cause she has a diagnostic of breast cancer level 1. In the hospital where she lives, they are preparing her for a surgery but she doesn't trust the doctor and there's nobody to care of her unless she pays for that and she doesn't trust anybody anyway. The only person is me, only daughter, pretty tired of her in good physical health and I just don't know how I'll stand the next few months. SHe didn't even arrived and I almost can not control my nerves. Sometimes I wonder if I have BPD or any other disorder 'cause I easily lost control when is around and I know that I need to be strong but I'm very tired already. Any suggestions? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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