Sending love and prayers to everyone:

[Guest guest]

Goodmorning Sweet Lea ~

I am ok. Spiritually wonderful, physically

a mess via pharmaceutical companies ( silicone),

and various other death by doctor methods.

But very much alive, and maintaining my spunkey

and colorful attitude in life.......

On the lung nodules, who knows. Via doctor

methods and testing, they say, may be this, may

be that...... ok, cancer is the word they use, but

they also say they are too small to biopsy. . . . .

I know in each lung there are several nodes that are

very small, but there are also one in each that is between a forth and a half inch....to me, if they are concerned about cancer, that is big enough. I have assisted in many biopsys, and know the ropes........

I think I am being protected by God on this one, so

far, anyway.... I have way deep in my mind, maybe after all these years silicone finally made its way into my lungs.....You know the rupture was 14 years ago, but I think it slowly leaked from the beginning of implantation in 90. I know these old groty salines in me are sure to be really rotten and no telling what they are doing in there, I know my breasts look like footballs, and basically I have had a mastectomy, so I should not have any......and didnt until a couple years ago....now I cant even find the implants, but they arent in the breasts anyway, they are between the ribs and muscles.

They are heavy and hurt !

I have an appt with my electrophysiology cardiologist in October, and I will ask him if he knows a thoracic surgeon that will go in there and do enbloc with drains at the same time they put the new heart device in.

So, we will see......I am just being a good girl, eating my occasional junk food, and drinking my homemade kefir, and resting and researching, and writing you all !

I cook for Dad a couple times a week when he visits, but other than that, I dont do much of anything....

I am a good girl....lololol.......

How are you feeling today? Did you go get your

B-12 shot ? ? How is Superman doing ? ?

Love you ~ Dede

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