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Wow. You poor kid. There's a term I read at another group that describes the

escalation in negative, controlling, abusive, manipulative behaviors that those

with personality disorder engage in when they're finally stood up to and given

boundaries: " the extinction burst. " Their regular methods and tools of

manipulation aren't working any more, so they escalate in intensity and

frequency and try new methods and tools.

Hopefully, if you can just hold on and just endure through this " extinction

burst " , it will eventually peter out. Like, you're going into your storm cellar

until the tornado passes.

I'm no expert in this at all, but from what I've read a good bodyguard/personal

protection service will be very discrete and will not call attention to the fact

that you have a bodyguard if that's what you want. Your bodyguard could even be

a woman. Others at your ceremony will just think you've brought a friend with

you.

Keep us posted, we're here for you.

-Annie

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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Wow. You poor kid. There's a term I read at another group that describes the

escalation in negative, controlling, abusive, manipulative behaviors that those

with personality disorder engage in when they're finally stood up to and given

boundaries: " the extinction burst. " Their regular methods and tools of

manipulation aren't working any more, so they escalate in intensity and

frequency and try new methods and tools.

Hopefully, if you can just hold on and just endure through this " extinction

burst " , it will eventually peter out. Like, you're going into your storm cellar

until the tornado passes.

I'm no expert in this at all, but from what I've read a good bodyguard/personal

protection service will be very discrete and will not call attention to the fact

that you have a bodyguard if that's what you want. Your bodyguard could even be

a woman. Others at your ceremony will just think you've brought a friend with

you.

Keep us posted, we're here for you.

-Annie

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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Ahelly -

I am so sorry that you are going through this. You are bringing back that

feeling I had when my nada was stalking me. It is terrifying. One thing I

found helpful was to anticipate the things you think she may do and then write

out a brief plan of how you will handle it. I found that I felt more in control

of the situation if I had set out some plans already. It sounds like you are

doing a lot of this already. I found though that I had to revise my plans of

counter-attack when nada escalated at her worst.

peace and strength,

patinage

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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- Well, nobody ever said your mama was a slowpoke! Annie's image of

heading to the cellar when the tornado comes was very apt. I lived on the Gulf

coast for a while - and when hurricanes are coming, you KNOW they're headed your

way. You prepare, you put up the shutters and find the homeowner's insurance

papers, lay in supplies, and then you hunker down for the duration (or drive to

Montgomery and check into a motel, but I don't want to digress...)

Thing is, you knew your parents would go nuts. You knew your mom would use every

trick in the book to get to you. And you did exactly the right things - you

have prepared for this. The shutters are up, and you've gathered the canned

goods and bottled water. You've let everybody know that you're OK, that you're

going NC, that you do NOT want them to cave in. You are READY for them.

Right now, the hurricane is howling outside - but the storm will have to pass

eventually. Even a Nada doesn't have enough energy to keep this nonsense up

forever.

And yes - if you hire a bodyguard, it only has to be somebody to " have your

back " and step in if they start hassling you. It could be a woman who looks

just like a fellow student.

That spine of steel is getting stronger every day, girlfriend. Hang in there.

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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- Well, nobody ever said your mama was a slowpoke! Annie's image of

heading to the cellar when the tornado comes was very apt. I lived on the Gulf

coast for a while - and when hurricanes are coming, you KNOW they're headed your

way. You prepare, you put up the shutters and find the homeowner's insurance

papers, lay in supplies, and then you hunker down for the duration (or drive to

Montgomery and check into a motel, but I don't want to digress...)

Thing is, you knew your parents would go nuts. You knew your mom would use every

trick in the book to get to you. And you did exactly the right things - you

have prepared for this. The shutters are up, and you've gathered the canned

goods and bottled water. You've let everybody know that you're OK, that you're

going NC, that you do NOT want them to cave in. You are READY for them.

Right now, the hurricane is howling outside - but the storm will have to pass

eventually. Even a Nada doesn't have enough energy to keep this nonsense up

forever.

And yes - if you hire a bodyguard, it only has to be somebody to " have your

back " and step in if they start hassling you. It could be a woman who looks

just like a fellow student.

That spine of steel is getting stronger every day, girlfriend. Hang in there.

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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- Well, nobody ever said your mama was a slowpoke! Annie's image of

heading to the cellar when the tornado comes was very apt. I lived on the Gulf

coast for a while - and when hurricanes are coming, you KNOW they're headed your

way. You prepare, you put up the shutters and find the homeowner's insurance

papers, lay in supplies, and then you hunker down for the duration (or drive to

Montgomery and check into a motel, but I don't want to digress...)

Thing is, you knew your parents would go nuts. You knew your mom would use every

trick in the book to get to you. And you did exactly the right things - you

have prepared for this. The shutters are up, and you've gathered the canned

goods and bottled water. You've let everybody know that you're OK, that you're

going NC, that you do NOT want them to cave in. You are READY for them.

Right now, the hurricane is howling outside - but the storm will have to pass

eventually. Even a Nada doesn't have enough energy to keep this nonsense up

forever.

And yes - if you hire a bodyguard, it only has to be somebody to " have your

back " and step in if they start hassling you. It could be a woman who looks

just like a fellow student.

That spine of steel is getting stronger every day, girlfriend. Hang in there.

>

> Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

>

> To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things get

out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

>

> Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

>

> Ahelly

>

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Hi , to riff on the tornado theme and steal someone else's analogy

(Lynne's?) think of your nada as the cartoon Tasmanian devil swirling out in the

ocean but you are safe on your island. The degree to which she's escalating

and so fast shows how tight of a grip she must have been trying to hold you with

before and why you've had to take such a total approach to getting yours space

back. It sounds like you've got some wonderful friends who really have your

back and that's a true blessing.

And here's a new agey thing to try if you are interested two Bach Flower

Essences Mimulus (for fears) and Rock Water(for terror) may help with what you

are feeling too. You can get them at most organic type grocery stores.

Stay strong,

> >

> > Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

> >

> > To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things

get out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

> >

> > Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

> >

> > Ahelly

> >

>

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Hi , to riff on the tornado theme and steal someone else's analogy

(Lynne's?) think of your nada as the cartoon Tasmanian devil swirling out in the

ocean but you are safe on your island. The degree to which she's escalating

and so fast shows how tight of a grip she must have been trying to hold you with

before and why you've had to take such a total approach to getting yours space

back. It sounds like you've got some wonderful friends who really have your

back and that's a true blessing.

And here's a new agey thing to try if you are interested two Bach Flower

Essences Mimulus (for fears) and Rock Water(for terror) may help with what you

are feeling too. You can get them at most organic type grocery stores.

Stay strong,

> >

> > Oh my goodness, nada is spiraling into crazy faster than I had expected. I

think part of me wanted to believe I was exaggerating how crazy nada is, and now

I can see she's far, far worse. She has already started on texting my friends

saying fada is deathly Ill so she needs to get in touch w me. (they are still

not calling back). Now that she's moved on to texting, I'm worried she's going

to pull out the " I'll kill myself if you don't give me her info " . I'm esp

worried about my best friend from college who she's comfortable with and has

relentlessly been harassing. I offered to pay for call blocking for her and I

hope she accepts. Nada has been trying FOG w her and said she had excellent

family values and nada knew shed be understanding and compassionate. Sigh. I

know I expected all of this but it just *feels* different in the moment. I just

got back from my T and I feel comfortable enough to finally take a shower but

I'm pretty petrified to do anything :(

> >

> > To the people who suggested bodyguards, I think I'll def do that if things

get out of control. I want to wait for right now because I don't want to call

attention to myself at orientation.

> >

> > Thank you all for your support, you make me feel a lot less alone in a new

city where I don't know anyone!

> >

> > Ahelly

> >

>

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well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

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well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

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well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

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i have found your words to be sooo true: the shutting down or numbness and lack

of emotion will often precede a great deal of emotion (often 'negative' or very

uncomfortable emotions: abandonment, rejection, hurt , anger , terror etc.) just

waiting for a safe time to be processed, felt slowly and carefully often while

talking with some supportive person and dealt with at last.  thanks for helping

me to see this by putting it into your words.blessings, ann

Subject: Re: Update on NC

To: WTOAdultChildren1

Date: Sunday, August 15, 2010, 5:33 PM

 

, you did it, good for you! Did you ever decided to send the letter

announcing to them you were going NC or not? Without some kind of notification

they might try to file a missing persons report. Each person is different, but I

found the numbness often covers very strong emotions that just are waiting for a

safe time to be processed. Right now you need all your wits about you and it

may be your brain has packaging all that stuff to process later. Or maybe not.

Be extra good to yourself and safe.

Take care,

>

> Thank you all for your replies. The craziness has started...I just got back

from a friend's wedding and my best friend from college said my mom called her

several times from different phone numbers and finally left a voicemail saying

she couldn't get a hold of me and to call her back. I've instructed all my

friends to not pick up the phone and not return her calls. I knew it wouldn't be

as simple as moving states etc but it still sucks :(. I really hope I'm ready

for the next few weeks, because it sounds like they're going to be crazy! Ugh, I

would appreciate any words of wisdom!!

>

>

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Your poor friend V sounds like she'll need a restraining order or to join the

witness protection program next! Good luck with the letter - I hope it works

out that they'll just declare their own NC and leave you in peace. How are you

holding up?

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

>

>

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Your poor friend V sounds like she'll need a restraining order or to join the

witness protection program next! Good luck with the letter - I hope it works

out that they'll just declare their own NC and leave you in peace. How are you

holding up?

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

>

>

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Your poor friend V sounds like she'll need a restraining order or to join the

witness protection program next! Good luck with the letter - I hope it works

out that they'll just declare their own NC and leave you in peace. How are you

holding up?

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

>

>

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I really hope it goes as you say that fada gets p.o.'d enough so that he doesn't

'allow' her to pursue this, that is a good thing to hear, lets hope it comes

true! he is probably not going to have a fun few weeks but I think that times

like these are the tradeoffs that codependent partners 'earn' by living in

denial about the insanity.

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

>

>

>

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I really hope it goes as you say that fada gets p.o.'d enough so that he doesn't

'allow' her to pursue this, that is a good thing to hear, lets hope it comes

true! he is probably not going to have a fun few weeks but I think that times

like these are the tradeoffs that codependent partners 'earn' by living in

denial about the insanity.

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

>

>

>

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I really hope it goes as you say that fada gets p.o.'d enough so that he doesn't

'allow' her to pursue this, that is a good thing to hear, lets hope it comes

true! he is probably not going to have a fun few weeks but I think that times

like these are the tradeoffs that codependent partners 'earn' by living in

denial about the insanity.

>

> well, the one thing that validates me over and over again is that nada can't

control her craziness. She has been obsessively calling my best friend from

college, V. She has called her from up to 10 different numbers and has been text

messaging so V has to read them and can't just delete a voicemail. Today nada

told V that she was the only one who could save her life. Jesus.

>

> I feel so so bad for my friend who has gotten the whirlwind of crazy in three

short days. She's looking into call blocking now thank g*d. I'm having my friend

from Paris express mail my letter so nada/fada will receive it on Friday

(registered, so I'll know exactly when they get it). Obviously, nada will still

be crazy and want to find me but I'm fairly sure the letter will piss fada off

enough that he won't let her.

>

> Sigh. Thanks everyone for your support, will keep you posted this week!

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Joe, man I hope you're right! I am definitely praying that fada gets really

angry. The letter should arrive tomorrow. My dean told me nada called admissions

today and said she wanted to surprise me and wanted to know when orientation was

but the girl who answered the phone caught on right away and wouldn't give her

any information. She said nada referred to me with my old first name, but new

last name. That means nada must have gotten information from my neighbor, who I

chose to stop giving information to (because she didn't know I changed my first

name as well). Unbelievable. This girl wouldn't let me keep papers in her apt

for a weekend because she " didn't want to get in the middle " .

I know fada isn't working this weekend so I'm pretty worried they're going to

just show up. I just can't can't believe he lets her get away with all of this.

And of course I'm expected to sit quietly and take all the abuse he enables. I

emailed my lawyer and I'm just going to start getting ready to serve her with a

restraining order. I'd rather prepare for the worst. The only reason I didn't

seek one before is I didn't want to tip her off and I hoped it wouldn't be

necessary but I can see that it will be. Sigh.

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Joe, man I hope you're right! I am definitely praying that fada gets really

angry. The letter should arrive tomorrow. My dean told me nada called admissions

today and said she wanted to surprise me and wanted to know when orientation was

but the girl who answered the phone caught on right away and wouldn't give her

any information. She said nada referred to me with my old first name, but new

last name. That means nada must have gotten information from my neighbor, who I

chose to stop giving information to (because she didn't know I changed my first

name as well). Unbelievable. This girl wouldn't let me keep papers in her apt

for a weekend because she " didn't want to get in the middle " .

I know fada isn't working this weekend so I'm pretty worried they're going to

just show up. I just can't can't believe he lets her get away with all of this.

And of course I'm expected to sit quietly and take all the abuse he enables. I

emailed my lawyer and I'm just going to start getting ready to serve her with a

restraining order. I'd rather prepare for the worst. The only reason I didn't

seek one before is I didn't want to tip her off and I hoped it wouldn't be

necessary but I can see that it will be. Sigh.

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Joe, man I hope you're right! I am definitely praying that fada gets really

angry. The letter should arrive tomorrow. My dean told me nada called admissions

today and said she wanted to surprise me and wanted to know when orientation was

but the girl who answered the phone caught on right away and wouldn't give her

any information. She said nada referred to me with my old first name, but new

last name. That means nada must have gotten information from my neighbor, who I

chose to stop giving information to (because she didn't know I changed my first

name as well). Unbelievable. This girl wouldn't let me keep papers in her apt

for a weekend because she " didn't want to get in the middle " .

I know fada isn't working this weekend so I'm pretty worried they're going to

just show up. I just can't can't believe he lets her get away with all of this.

And of course I'm expected to sit quietly and take all the abuse he enables. I

emailed my lawyer and I'm just going to start getting ready to serve her with a

restraining order. I'd rather prepare for the worst. The only reason I didn't

seek one before is I didn't want to tip her off and I hoped it wouldn't be

necessary but I can see that it will be. Sigh.

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Hey you, just take it one day at a time. I know it sucks. can you get out of

town for the weekend? Get away where she won't find you?

On Thu, Aug 19, 2010 at 5:15 PM, cocochanel1005 wrote:

>

>

> Joe, man I hope you're right! I am definitely praying that fada gets really

> angry. The letter should arrive tomorrow. My dean told me nada called

> admissions today and said she wanted to surprise me and wanted to know when

> orientation was but the girl who answered the phone caught on right away and

> wouldn't give her any information. She said nada referred to me with my old

> first name, but new last name. That means nada must have gotten information

> from my neighbor, who I chose to stop giving information to (because she

> didn't know I changed my first name as well). Unbelievable. This girl

> wouldn't let me keep papers in her apt for a weekend because she " didn't

> want to get in the middle " .

>

> I know fada isn't working this weekend so I'm pretty worried they're going

> to just show up. I just can't can't believe he lets her get away with all of

> this. And of course I'm expected to sit quietly and take all the abuse he

> enables. I emailed my lawyer and I'm just going to start getting ready to

> serve her with a restraining order. I'd rather prepare for the worst. The

> only reason I didn't seek one before is I didn't want to tip her off and I

> hoped it wouldn't be necessary but I can see that it will be. Sigh.

>

>

>

>

>

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Hey you, just take it one day at a time. I know it sucks. can you get out of

town for the weekend? Get away where she won't find you?

On Thu, Aug 19, 2010 at 5:15 PM, cocochanel1005 wrote:

>

>

> Joe, man I hope you're right! I am definitely praying that fada gets really

> angry. The letter should arrive tomorrow. My dean told me nada called

> admissions today and said she wanted to surprise me and wanted to know when

> orientation was but the girl who answered the phone caught on right away and

> wouldn't give her any information. She said nada referred to me with my old

> first name, but new last name. That means nada must have gotten information

> from my neighbor, who I chose to stop giving information to (because she

> didn't know I changed my first name as well). Unbelievable. This girl

> wouldn't let me keep papers in her apt for a weekend because she " didn't

> want to get in the middle " .

>

> I know fada isn't working this weekend so I'm pretty worried they're going

> to just show up. I just can't can't believe he lets her get away with all of

> this. And of course I'm expected to sit quietly and take all the abuse he

> enables. I emailed my lawyer and I'm just going to start getting ready to

> serve her with a restraining order. I'd rather prepare for the worst. The

> only reason I didn't seek one before is I didn't want to tip her off and I

> hoped it wouldn't be necessary but I can see that it will be. Sigh.

>

>

>

>

>

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Girlscout cowboy, thanks!! Very interesting...I've just emailed some friends who

are a train ride away to see if I can leave. The timing sucks because

orientation ends so late I don't know if I could leave fri night but thanks for

the advice. Fada isn't working this weekend so this would be a very likely time

for them to come.

, so sorry, forgot to reply to your post in my last posting.

Emotionally...it's a little lonely here. I have two good girl friends and one

guy friend (who is really freaking hot, trying to keep him as a friend ;)), and

only one of my girl friends knows what's going on. Ironically, she has an exbf

stalking her and he started emailing me for info on her. She has been great and

really understanding but...it's always on my mind and I don't always want to be

talking about it. I'm trying to focus on the present moment and enjoy all our

group activities etc. I def need to work on that and maybe it will help some of

this anxiety...

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Girlscout cowboy, thanks!! Very interesting...I've just emailed some friends who

are a train ride away to see if I can leave. The timing sucks because

orientation ends so late I don't know if I could leave fri night but thanks for

the advice. Fada isn't working this weekend so this would be a very likely time

for them to come.

, so sorry, forgot to reply to your post in my last posting.

Emotionally...it's a little lonely here. I have two good girl friends and one

guy friend (who is really freaking hot, trying to keep him as a friend ;)), and

only one of my girl friends knows what's going on. Ironically, she has an exbf

stalking her and he started emailing me for info on her. She has been great and

really understanding but...it's always on my mind and I don't always want to be

talking about it. I'm trying to focus on the present moment and enjoy all our

group activities etc. I def need to work on that and maybe it will help some of

this anxiety...

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