Re: testing.

May 8, 2011

You are indeed back!

And welcome!

Dave

" ...In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the

world. " [ 16:33]

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 8, 2011

You are indeed back!

And welcome!

Dave

" ...In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the

world. " [ 16:33]

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 8, 2011

You are indeed back!

And welcome!

Dave

" ...In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the

world. " [ 16:33]

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 8, 2011

Hey !

You're back! Welcome back!! Good to hear from you!

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing

to see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it

is called the present.

May 8, 2011

Hey !

You're back! Welcome back!! Good to hear from you!

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing

to see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it

is called the present.

May 9, 2011

Welcome back, . Are you okay?

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Saturday, May 07, 2011 3:33 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Welcome back, . Are you okay?

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Saturday, May 07, 2011 3:33 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Welcome back, . Are you okay?

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Saturday, May 07, 2011 3:33 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time missing

my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick to

my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just really

hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low. I

hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104 pounds.

This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids and

all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I think

I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time missing

my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick to

my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just really

hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low. I

hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104 pounds.

This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids and

all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I think

I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time missing

my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick to

my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just really

hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low. I

hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104 pounds.

This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids and

all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I think

I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

,

Your depressing is certainly understandable. I'm glad to hear you are

willing to start coming out again. Have you been to any kind of grieving

group? Many churches have these or your doctor may have someone to suggest.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Sunday, May 08, 2011 8:11 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: testing.

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time

missing my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick

to my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just

really hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low.

I hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104

pounds. This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids

and all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I

think I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

,

Your depressing is certainly understandable. I'm glad to hear you are

willing to start coming out again. Have you been to any kind of grieving

group? Many churches have these or your doctor may have someone to suggest.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Sunday, May 08, 2011 8:11 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: testing.

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time

missing my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick

to my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just

really hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low.

I hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104

pounds. This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids

and all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I

think I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

,

Your depressing is certainly understandable. I'm glad to hear you are

willing to start coming out again. Have you been to any kind of grieving

group? Many churches have these or your doctor may have someone to suggest.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Sunday, May 08, 2011 8:11 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: testing.

Hi and all:

I am getting that way. I have just really been going through a bad time

missing my . It is nine months ago today that he

passed away. I have really been having a hard time being motivated to stick

to my diabetic diet or anything else. I just feel like

I am having a hard time giving a darn what happens anymore. Life is just

really hard right now. I feel like every day is lasting

ten years and I don't know if I want to keep on. I will though because

would want me too. I just need to get things back

together. My sugar has been way out of control. Either too high or too low.

I hate even to continue telling you all the things I

haven't been doing right. Since died last August I have lost 104

pounds. This is good as I am heavy, but the way I have been

losing isn't good. I can't seem to keep much food down as I am just upset so

much of the time. But I am really trying harder to

get my act back together. I hope I haven't totally depressed you all now.

was the love of my life and I miss him. But now I

have been starting to try to go out more to be with people. I Have realized

that being alone is not helping. My daughter and grand

kids have tried to get me to come over but I just couldn't handle the kids

and all the noise in the house. My oldest grandson is in

a heavy medal band so you can imagine the racket ehehehehehehe! But now I

think I am starting to turn the corner and not push

everyone away from me. Sorry guys. I won't write like this again.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Hi :

I am going to try again with the grieving group. I think I tried too soon and I

did nothing but cry through the sessions which made

me feel much worse. i think though that now I am starting to feel like maybe I

can talk about it and work through things. There

isn't another group though until September so we'll see.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

Hi :

I am going to try again with the grieving group. I think I tried too soon and I

did nothing but cry through the sessions which made

me feel much worse. i think though that now I am starting to feel like maybe I

can talk about it and work through things. There

isn't another group though until September so we'll see.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

,

Your little saying at the end of your messages " Yesterday is history. " .

Well when you have the loss of a spouse the history stays with you for a

while. So many changes for you since then. Will your insurance let you see

a psychologist before Sept.? It always helps to talk with someone.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Monday, May 09, 2011 2:14 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: testing.

Hi :

I am going to try again with the grieving group. I think I tried too soon

and I did nothing but cry through the sessions which made

me feel much worse. i think though that now I am starting to feel like maybe

I can talk about it and work through things. There

isn't another group though until September so we'll see.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 9, 2011

,

Your little saying at the end of your messages " Yesterday is history. " .

Well when you have the loss of a spouse the history stays with you for a

while. So many changes for you since then. Will your insurance let you see

a psychologist before Sept.? It always helps to talk with someone.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Meuse

Sent: Monday, May 09, 2011 2:14 PM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: testing.

Hi :

I am going to try again with the grieving group. I think I tried too soon

and I did nothing but cry through the sessions which made

me feel much worse. i think though that now I am starting to feel like maybe

I can talk about it and work through things. There

isn't another group though until September so we'll see.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 10, 2011

,

it sounds like you are trying to take some steps, which is a good thing!

You need to get back into circulation, which is not easy, but very helpful!

I hope that you have someone that you can talk with. Sometimes all you need

is someone to listen!

Take care of yourself! Good to have you back with us!

Hugs!

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing

to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it

is

called the present.

May 10, 2011

,

it sounds like you are trying to take some steps, which is a good thing!

You need to get back into circulation, which is not easy, but very helpful!

I hope that you have someone that you can talk with. Sometimes all you need

is someone to listen!

Take care of yourself! Good to have you back with us!

Hugs!

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing

to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it

is

called the present.

May 10, 2011

wendy, as i already mentioned i lost my husband who was my rock , thirteen years

ago. it took me three years to come up for air. one day at a time. the first

time going to a grocery store i left in tears. every time i saw a produce i was

filled with memories. my husband liked this or that. turning on the car radio

was so difficult. i would hear a song we loved. seeing a friend we chumbed with

as a couple would tear me up. but you have to go thru it. i tried to think of it

as a learning experience. i loved our time together so much, even now thirteen

years ago i smile at the thoughts things will bring me. my first three years

were healing i had to go thru. my son was my husbands best friend. and now

thirteen years later we still talk about my husband, his dad and best friend. if

you go to a few grievance group you will learn there are others out there too in

the same boat. you can talk honestly about your feeling. but a great thing is to

journalize, my son did this too. i filled books using the hot pen method. i call

them the i love ron books. you can write anything you want. it is for your eyes

only. you can get it off your chest. when you are sad or happy and why.

sometimes i was angry for him leaving me and say why. it really helps, god bless

you. karen

testing.

I have been away from my yahoogroups for a while now so I am just testing to

see if I am back.

yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift, that is why it is

called the present.

May 10, 2011