Please help! Urgently need advice.

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Hi all,

Hope all is well... I've been doing so well lately and really focusing on taking

care of my mind and body. I haven't binged in a while and just being a lot more

present and really settling into IE. However, I still have not lost any weight.

In fact, I think I have gained some as I've been listening to my body and taking

it easy on my workouts and doing things that I feel like doing and not being as

rigorous as before - I used to really torture myself.

This all truly means progress in my mind, HUGE progress, but I'm supposed to see

my boyfriend's family tomorrow and I'm just feeling so self conscious all of a

sudden and feeling so embarrassed! None of my clothes are fitting and I even

went shopping today and couldn't find anything that I liked in my new size 16 -

the last time they saw me, I was a wonderful size 10. I'm supposed to drive

down there in the morning and really just want to curl up in bed and not go at

all.

I know I'm beautiful and he loves all my curves and loves me the way I am, and

I'm hope his family will too, but I don't want them to see me when I'm feeling

so self conscious.

I have an outfit put together, but I just don't feel good in my body right now.

PLEASE help!!!

I'm supposed to see them again over Thanksgiving... would be such a bad idea to

cancel tomorrow and give myself another two weeks? I'm worried this pressure is

going to make me start binging again. I know its pressure that I'm putting on

myself, but I can't help it. If you have any advice, I would really really

appreciate it!!

Thanks so much!

Mali