Sweet Dede: They sound like a bunch of Bullies:

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Goodmorning Sweet Lea ~

You know, I dont mind oweing money so much, I dont

mind paying for my part. I just wish that there was

more respect for people that have less monetarily than

others. Especially in respect to things that I consider

human rights, one of which is medical care.

Alot of the money that I owe for, is from medical care

that was totally " less than " meaning, I was ill due to

over medicating me, or stuck in ICU due to a doctor

not looking at the medical records I tried to show him

twice, had he looked at them, I would have never

been stuck in there. I attribute at least 3 hospitalizations

to overmedicating me and them not even looking at

that, or even trying to find out why....and my symptoms

were " classic " side effects of the medicines. They

SHOULD HAVE known, they just didnt care. . .

I wonder how many people they keep ill due to this

same scenario ?

OK, off my podium......LOLOLOLOL......

It is sad the manipulation and greed.......You know....

what are people thinking ? ?

GOD KNOWS THE DIFFERENCE.......HE KNOWS THE TRUTH ! !

When all is said and done, the bottom line, God knows....

I am so happy you had so much love from your son and his

family. That is wonderful. How are you feeling ? ?

When will you know the results of your testing ? ?

My ex......there is a reason he is an X........LOLOLOL....

I needed someone stronger and smarter than me.......and

he just didnt fit the bill....LOLOLOL....but we are friends.

You know, Lea....reguardless of what goes on, the treatment

I may or may not get, medically speaking, or by people, in the whole scheme of things, I am very blessed.

Remove the negatives, or change the way I think about what

seems to be negative, and put it in a positive light, I am still

very blessed. You know, I may not have this, or I may not

have that, but all I am without is this and that, and neither

are important, they are just words....a bunch of nothingness.

Nothing to focus my time on.

What I do have is....life.....it may be challenging, but

how boring if it werent a challenge. . .

I have my daughter bringing me a cup of coffee in the

morning and coming in to chat for a few moments before

she gets ready for work. I love that ! !

I have my father, still coming to visit me, and loving me

unconditionally, and shairing his life with me......and

enjoying doing things for me, how precious is that ? ?

He loves my home cooked meals, and I love the pleasure

he gets out of my doing that for him......He brings his

knife sharpening tools with him once a week and he

sharpens my knifes for me.......how precious is that ? ?

I have all you girls to bounce ideas off of, to tell you

when I have had a bad experience, or I dont feel good, and

I also listen to you and your experiences and when you feel

good or bad, I even put my 2 cents in, and sometimes

when I shoudnt, but you know, we all love and support each

other unconditionally.

How precious is that ? ? That is my life focus....where I

choose to put my energy......

I cannot waste lifes precious moments focusing on what isnt there, or on what doesnt exist.

There may not be any humanity at my doctors office,

with the government, or even many people in life,

but there is endless humanity with my father and my

kids, and my friends and my support group.........and that

list can go on and on........This is where I choose to

place my focus in life......This is what makes my heart

smile, and makes me want to wake up each morning.

I hope you have a wonderful warm and loving day ~

Dede

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