Not a good day

[Guest guest]

Jen,

It sounds like you are getting bored with your food and you might need to go to

www.mrsbishwitskitchen.com to get some new ideas. Also, are you using your free

day to full advantage? You should not feel like you are on a diet. You should

feel like you are eating clean for 6 days and will have what you crave on the

7th! Keep your spirits up and keep on trucking - good luck on that interview!

Park

Not a good day

As I sit here with my 2 year old son, Noah, I am drinking this

strawberry lite shake, and wishing it was anything else. I am not

hungry, though I need to eat a " real " meal some actual food but have

nothing that seems remotely interesting to make. Chicken, chicken

and 6 eggs, some oatmeal which I had for breakfast following a low

carb shake. I have a poster of some 50 year old woman who was a

champion in the B4L on my fridge. I know that this is something that

I want, but some days just suck!! I have a job interview this coming

week at TCT, to be a scout for potential models, singers, actors,ect.

Maybe that would help. These last 15lbs seem like the hardest. My

husband offered me mapled baked beans last night. I said to him " did

you eat that on body for life " ? he replied " I'm not on Body for

life " . Jerk. Did I ask if you were ON it, NO!!!! Anyways, today is

not a good day. When do you get to the pointwhere this IS your life

not just a diet, and people never go back? Because this is my second

challenge, and I don't have that mentality.

Jen

[Guest guest]

> Jen,

> It sounds like you are getting bored with your food and you might

need to go to www.mrsbishwitskitchen.com to get some new ideas.

Also, are you using your free day to full advantage? You should not

feel like you are on a diet. You should feel like you are eating

clean for 6 days and will have what you crave on the 7th! Keep your

spirits up and keep on trucking - good luck on that interview!

> Park

> Not a good day

>

>

> As I sit here with my 2 year old son, Noah, I am drinking this

> strawberry lite shake, and wishing it was anything else. I am

not

> hungry, though I need to eat a " real " meal some actual food but

have

> nothing that seems remotely interesting to make. Chicken,

chicken

> and 6 eggs, some oatmeal which I had for breakfast following a

low

> carb shake. I have a poster of some 50 year old woman who was a

> champion in the B4L on my fridge. I know that this is something

that

> I want, but some days just suck!! I have a job interview this

coming

> week at TCT, to be a scout for potential models, singers,

actors,ect.

> Maybe that would help. These last 15lbs seem like the hardest.

My

> husband offered me mapled baked beans last night. I said to

him " did

> you eat that on body for life " ? he replied " I'm not on Body for

> life " . Jerk. Did I ask if you were ON it, NO!!!! Anyways, today

is

> not a good day. When do you get to the pointwhere this IS your

life

> not just a diet, and people never go back? Because this is my

second

> challenge, and I don't have that mentality.

>

> Jen

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Well, everybody has their own opinion on this but here's mine. If you want this

to become your lifestyle and not punishment, you need to do the 6 days squeaky

clean and then enjoy your free day as you want to. I do not binge out on free

day, but I have a little of this and that, and always a butterfinger bar! I

don't eat every 3 hours and I don't drink so much water. I think you will set

yourself up for failure if you punish yourself for not getting a fat loss in a

week. Although you have completed one challenge and are no longer a newbie,

this still takes time. It is consistency and discipline over time that will

bring your results. Are you close to your goals? I am within 10 lbs of mine

and it is going very slowly now. Be patient and don't do anything that will

make this feel like a diet to you.

Park

Not a good day

>

>

> As I sit here with my 2 year old son, Noah, I am drinking this

> strawberry lite shake, and wishing it was anything else. I am

not

> hungry, though I need to eat a " real " meal some actual food but

have

> nothing that seems remotely interesting to make. Chicken,

chicken

> and 6 eggs, some oatmeal which I had for breakfast following a

low

> carb shake. I have a poster of some 50 year old woman who was a

> champion in the B4L on my fridge. I know that this is something

that

> I want, but some days just suck!! I have a job interview this

coming

> week at TCT, to be a scout for potential models, singers,

actors,ect.

> Maybe that would help. These last 15lbs seem like the hardest.

My

> husband offered me mapled baked beans last night. I said to

him " did

> you eat that on body for life " ? he replied " I'm not on Body for

> life " . Jerk. Did I ask if you were ON it, NO!!!! Anyways, today

is

> not a good day. When do you get to the pointwhere this IS your

life

> not just a diet, and people never go back? Because this is my

second

> challenge, and I don't have that mentality.

>

> Jen

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

> > Jen,

> > It sounds like you are getting bored with your food and you

might

> need to go to www.mrsbishwitskitchen.com to get some new ideas.

> Also, are you using your free day to full advantage? You should

not

> feel like you are on a diet. You should feel like you are

eating

> clean for 6 days and will have what you crave on the 7th! Keep

your

> spirits up and keep on trucking - good luck on that interview!

> > Park

> > Not a good day

> >

> >

> > As I sit here with my 2 year old son, Noah, I am drinking

this

> > strawberry lite shake, and wishing it was anything else. I

am

> not

> > hungry, though I need to eat a " real " meal some actual food

but

> have

> > nothing that seems remotely interesting to make. Chicken,

> chicken

> > and 6 eggs, some oatmeal which I had for breakfast following

a

> low

> > carb shake. I have a poster of some 50 year old woman who

was a

> > champion in the B4L on my fridge. I know that this is

something

> that

> > I want, but some days just suck!! I have a job interview

this

> coming

> > week at TCT, to be a scout for potential models, singers,

> actors,ect.

> > Maybe that would help. These last 15lbs seem like the

hardest.

> My

> > husband offered me mapled baked beans last night. I said to

> him " did

> > you eat that on body for life " ? he replied " I'm not on Body

for

> > life " . Jerk. Did I ask if you were ON it, NO!!!! Anyways,

today

> is

> > not a good day. When do you get to the pointwhere this IS

your

> life

> > not just a diet, and people never go back? Because this is

my

> second

> > challenge, and I don't have that mentality.

> >

> > Jen

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Hi gang! I usually don't do this unless I'm in a positive mode but

unfortunately today is anxioty ridden. Silly things, actually, have

gotten the hold on me at the moment and I'm doing my best to work

through them. I mean it, too, they really are silly, meaningless,

unimportant garbage.

is in Orlando until tomorrow afternoon doing sales calls. He's

all ready called three times today, we spoke online via instant

messanger (sorry about the spelling - oh, here it goes again!) so I'm

in constant contact with him. He did something wonderful but it

triggered this horrible feeling because of all that has to fall into

place. He booked us on another cruise for Christmas week, which is

also his birthday as well as our son, Rubin's birthday. Rubin

doesn't want to go on another cruise unless he can bring a friend,

and I can't blame the kid. He bored out of his mind the last time

other than the excursions we did. Anyway, as wonderful as it sounds,

I need to find out if I can take the time off from work or if it's a

blocked out week. And then there are the birthday arrangements to be

made on the ship apart from finding a friend for Rubin to hang with.

There's more to it than that but that was the trigger. I know I

probably sound like a spoiled brat " Oh no, another cruise " but the

expenses, even before we get on the ship, are extravagant...I'm

rambling, I apologize. Ok, this is so awful that my eyebrow is

twitching. I think I'm a little too stressed.

Thank you for allowing me to vent, I really appreciate all of you!

Take care and be well.

Ellen

[Guest guest]

Hi gang! I usually don't do this unless I'm in a positive mode but

unfortunately today is anxioty ridden. Silly things, actually, have

gotten the hold on me at the moment and I'm doing my best to work

through them. I mean it, too, they really are silly, meaningless,

unimportant garbage.

is in Orlando until tomorrow afternoon doing sales calls. He's

all ready called three times today, we spoke online via instant

messanger (sorry about the spelling - oh, here it goes again!) so I'm

in constant contact with him. He did something wonderful but it

triggered this horrible feeling because of all that has to fall into

place. He booked us on another cruise for Christmas week, which is

also his birthday as well as our son, Rubin's birthday. Rubin

doesn't want to go on another cruise unless he can bring a friend,

and I can't blame the kid. He bored out of his mind the last time

other than the excursions we did. Anyway, as wonderful as it sounds,

I need to find out if I can take the time off from work or if it's a

blocked out week. And then there are the birthday arrangements to be

made on the ship apart from finding a friend for Rubin to hang with.

There's more to it than that but that was the trigger. I know I

probably sound like a spoiled brat " Oh no, another cruise " but the

expenses, even before we get on the ship, are extravagant...I'm

rambling, I apologize. Ok, this is so awful that my eyebrow is

twitching. I think I'm a little too stressed.

Thank you for allowing me to vent, I really appreciate all of you!

Take care and be well.

Ellen

[Guest guest]

Ellen,

You are going to be fine and you know that God will handle it for you so just

breathe. You are always so wonderful about calming all of us so it's okay for

us to take a turn with you. You are not a selfish brat, you have an illness

that makes you feel bad whatever the stressor is. Yesterday, for example, was a

tense day at work for me but nothing overly rediculous and yet I was wiped out

last night and today and have a rash. You are awesome, beautiful, caring,

delightful, forgiving, gracious, honest, independent, joyous, kind, loving,

marvelous, nice, optimistic (most of the time, hehe), personable, quaint,

reasonable, stable, terriffic, understanding, valuable to all of us, welcoming,

x-uberant, youthful, and zealous!!!

Love and Hugs, Faith

Zovtic wrote:

Hi gang! I usually don't do this unless I'm in a positive mode but

unfortunately today is anxioty ridden. Silly things, actually, have

gotten the hold on me at the moment and I'm doing my best to work

through them. I mean it, too, they really are silly, meaningless,

unimportant garbage.

is in Orlando until tomorrow afternoon doing sales calls. He's

all ready called three times today, we spoke online via instant

messanger (sorry about the spelling - oh, here it goes again!) so I'm

in constant contact with him. He did something wonderful but it

triggered this horrible feeling because of all that has to fall into

place. He booked us on another cruise for Christmas week, which is

also his birthday as well as our son, Rubin's birthday. Rubin

doesn't want to go on another cruise unless he can bring a friend,

and I can't blame the kid. He bored out of his mind the last time

other than the excursions we did. Anyway, as wonderful as it sounds,

I need to find out if I can take the time off from work or if it's a

blocked out week. And then there are the birthday arrangements to be

made on the ship apart from finding a friend for Rubin to hang with.

There's more to it than that but that was the trigger. I know I

probably sound like a spoiled brat " Oh no, another cruise " but the

expenses, even before we get on the ship, are extravagant...I'm

rambling, I apologize. Ok, this is so awful that my eyebrow is

twitching. I think I'm a little too stressed.

Thank you for allowing me to vent, I really appreciate all of you!

Take care and be well.

Ellen

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[Guest guest]

Faith my dear:

You are such a great friend and I appreciate you more than you'll

ever realize. Your post made me feel better, thank you. Once in a

while I get hit with feeling isolated, it's good to know you feel the

same about me that I feel about you.

Did you make your appointment yet with the new rhuemy? You may have

mentioned it but my brain is not functioning fully of late (rather

disconcerting) and don't remember if you did or didn't yet.

I'm hoping the family is well and your rash goes away soon if it

hasn't all ready. Oh, by the way, about the rash, you may want to

take a picture of it to show the new rhuemy what kind you get. You

may not have it when you go.

Thank you again for your help. I'm indebted to you.

Take care and be well.

Ellen

[Guest guest]

Dear Ellen,

I did want to write today and tell you I hope things get better. I know there

have been a couple of days lately that have been building up for you and I

haven't written to say I've been thinking of you. Me thinks, dear girl that you

just might need that rest if you can work out the details. Maybe it would be a

blessing in disguise? I know you've been working very hard and haven't been

having much fun now have you? It's time for some. Please know I'm thinking of

you and hoping you can rest and relax a bit to feel more calm.

Re: Not a good day

Hi gang! I usually don't do this unless I'm in a positive mode but

unfortunately today is anxioty ridden.

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I had my doctor appointment. The only good thing that came out of it

was my remaining drain tube was removed. I saw my photos through his

tiny camera screen - but wasn't able to get copies for some reason.

The path report only commented on the capsules - unremarkable. The

implants were sent back to their lovely makers.

To top it all off, I broke down when he told me he is sending me back

to work in a few weeks, even though I cannot lift or move my arms very

well. I work on a computer - he told me I do not use my chest muscles

to use a computer. Oh really???! Long story short, he is not the

surgeon I thought he was....he is just like the other uncaring

'medical professionals'. When I brought up the pain, he simply said I

would have to live with it. When I told him I was tired, he said take

a nap. I looked at him and said he didn't get it....I am tired of

living with pain and struggling to live this spec of existence I have

been reduced to. According to him, there is no medical explanation as

to why I have this 'pain'. When I asked him about releasing me back

to work, he said that STD would want to know why I was so

special....special, that I would need to be off work a week or 2

longer than anyone else. I guess I didn't realize I was like everyone

else.

I have been crying my eyes out since leaving there - I don't know if I

have much more fight left.