First fatigue now eye sight

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I had my BA done July 2007. I am hoping to have my explant by the two

year mark. Like some on this board I noticed a decrease in

energy/drive as soon as I got them in. I chalked it up to surgery,

anesthesia, healing ect. At 6 months, it became a struggle to stay

awake past 8pm. I lost any desire to go out because it was basically

too much effort. I'm just 26. Now at a year and half I am " use " to

feeling this way and it has not gotten any better. About 5 months ago

I noticed something odd about my vision. Hard to explain but its

almost identical to not having a camera completely in focus. I can see

everything, read well. But nothing is as " sharp " as it should be or

was. Almost like things are dreamy or unreal. I have a hard time

focusing at work and since being implanted my work ethical has gone

completely down the drain. Everything just seems like such an effort.

This is a illness with no face that no one unless they are going

through it, or have, can truly understand. To the rest of the world I

" look " healthy. But inside I honestly am barely holding on. I just

want the old me back. I do not have any other symptoms and just am

hoping, praying, that once I get them out it will completely go away.