Re: That child

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My nada ALWAYS and ONLY refers to her mil as " That Woman "

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> Did your bpd parent ever refer to you as " that child " or " that girl " (or boy)?

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> I was watching an excerpt on the news last night of Casey (the woman

in florida who allegedly murdered her 2 year old daughter) and she kept saying

over and over, " I loved THAT girl. "

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> It makes me uncomfortable. Who refers to their own child as " that girl " or

" that child? "

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[Guest guest]

I agree that not calling one's child by his or her name but instead addressing

the child as " kid. " or " girl " or " boy " is demeaning and objectifying. As

children, we are expected to honor our parents by using the titles " Mother " or

" Father " when addressing them (some of us are even taught to say " M'am " or " Sir "

on top of that.) Those are not their names, those are titles signifying love

and respect, yet the respect we give as children is neither returned or

expected, particularly RE personality disordered parents. There really isn't an

equivalent honorific in our (American) culture, the closest thing I guess is

simply addressing one's child by his or her given name or addressing one's child

with an endearment, like Darling or Sweetheart, or a pet name/nickname.

A lot of it is in the tone, as well. My full name was only spoken in rage or to

mock me. Demeaning, insulting names were flung at me with contempt. I got to

where I hated my name, hated hearing it. Just my own name sounded demeaning to

me. My parents gave me an extremely popular name for my birth year, so I grew up

always being one of several other " Annies " in all my classes at school. I got

to where I didn't even respond to hearing my own name, because it wasn't likely

to be me who was being addressed. I've fantasized about changing my name

legally, but it would now cause too much confusion with my business contacts.

Oh, well!

- " Annie " (not my real name, btw)

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> (or boy)?

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> > > > I was watching an excerpt on the news last night of Casey

> (the woman in florida who allegedly murdered her 2 year old daughter) and

> she kept saying over and over, " I loved THAT girl. "

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> > > > It makes me uncomfortable. Who refers to their own child as " that

> girl " or " that child? "

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