Has anyone gotten rid of their fear??

[Guest guest]

The time is finally here- I'm going NC next week and I'm really afraid: afraid

nada and fada will find me, afraid I won't be strong enough to keep NC, afraid

to get sucked back in, and afraid to have a family again that consists of nada

and fada. (I am not afraid of not having my given " family " ).

*And* the thing that makes me most afraid is there is no moment at which I will

be able to not worry about these things, short of nada and fada dying. There

will always be a chance that they will find me, that I will get sucked back in,

that I won't keep NC. *That* is the thing that worries me the most, it will

never truly be *over*.

Does anyone have words of wisdom for working on their fears??