Re: like a love gone wrong song

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I related to what you said . It is like we build a mote around our hearts.

Or like one of those metal walls in that movie about dinasaurs ..im not thinking

of the name of it now but there have been 3 of them. I just realized that i

feel like that a lot when i read your post.

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> > So I was just thinking of how many songs about broken hearts make me think

about my relationship with my nada and FOO. I wonder is every child born

programmed to love their parents and to want their love? And when we slip out

of denial (for those of us that were in it) is it the biggest broken heart of

all?

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> > Today I talked to a FOO member and I successfully managed to keep it

superficial and exchange no information of any consequence. A totally cardboard

conversation - I think I was in fact, boring. And bored. And I felt so sad

after I got off the phone realizing that that conversation was a " success "

because to try to genuinely connect to that person is to open myself up to more

hurt. And I've tried to be honest tell her she's hurtful at times - no good, I

just get hurt more. And that's just the way it is.

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> > Here's a song some of you KO's might find resonating " Tainted Love " by Soft

Cell

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> > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChJibdZtSIg

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