Guest guest Posted October 12, 2000 Report Share Posted October 12, 2000 Oh Sweetie I know how you feel. Here is a great big hug. Eileen > >Reply-To: Rpolychondritisegroups >To: Rpolychondritisegroups >Subject: Can't Sleep >Date: Thu, 12 Oct 2000 08:14:31 -0000 > >Good Morning (or Good Night) Glenda & anyone else that might be awake! > >I'm having another sleepless night here and I've even taken a >sleeping pill. (Maybe it was a placebo!! LOL) Anyway I was thinking >about you. It's nearly 4am so I thought I'd sent you a note. Hope >you are starting to feel a little better. These doctors have got to >find something to help you with your suffering. It's just been going >on too long! I know you had a miserable vacation but at least you >had a little more time to post to us!!!LOL I sure do miss your >frequent posts. They are always so supportive and funny. You are >sure a wonderful asset to this group!! I just wish I had a tenth of >your energy, stamina and positive outlook. > >For the past few days I've been a little under the weather. Not sure >why... but don't feel like doing anything. Maybe it's the higher >dose of Cytoxan I got last week that's draining my energy. Sometimes >I don't know whether I get more discouraged with this damn RP or with >the powerful, dangerous drugs we have to take!! Oh well, I just wish >I could get my old energy and zest for life back. Lately I've only >been having one or two days a week that I feel pretty good. I guess >that's better that none!! And now that I have all of this free time >since I'm out of work, I wish I could take advantage of it and feel >like doing some fun things. I never thought that being out of work >would be so difficult emotionally. Since I live alone, I guess I >really miss the daily stimulating interaction with my coworkers. >I'm going to have to work with my counselor and try to come up with >some pleasurable things to do before I die of boredom. Well, I guess >that's enough of a pity party for now. I'm sorry to have to unload >this on all of you. I am so thankful for finding this group and all >of you new friends. > >Take care everyone!! > >Love you, >Connie > _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Share information about yourself, create your own public profile at http://profiles.msn.com. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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