Guest guest Posted November 15, 2010 Report Share Posted November 15, 2010 Hi Sunny, first let me say that I have been listening to the paul Mckenna hypnosis CDs for a few months (again). I love them, his voice is just so soothing & I think that those CDs plus Geneen's gentle voice have been helping to reprogram the " voice " in my head that used to be much more critical than it now is. YES!!!! As for my best bets for IE books Women, Food & God by geneen roth (the book that got me started on IE) It's not about food - end your Obsession with food & weight (this one is quickly becoming my favourite) by normandi & roark Intuitive Eating a revolutionary program that works by tribole & resch (very good manual of how to go about learning to be an IE) I just got 2 more books in the mail today & I'll report back once I've read & practiced them. Happy reading to you, sometimes that is better than eating LOL. mj > > > > > > What was going on for you when you were reaching into your desk for > those > > hidden candy bars? What were you feeling - bored, anxious,.....? How > did > > you feel when you covered over the empty wrappers with paper? Why did > you > > feel this way? > > > > ~~~ > > I have actually given a lot of thought into your questions (above). I > > know the experts believe we are eating out of some feelings, like > boredom, > > sadness etc. What was I really feeling? Honestly, I was at work > doing my job > > that I love, when I was suddenly hit with an urge to eat the candy. I > > told myself I didn't really want that...I had promised myself not to do > that, > > my face is already a mess from previous encounters with the candy and > yet > > those overwhelming thoughts of the candy continued. Even as I was > reaching > > into the drawer for them, I kept telling myself not to do it. Even as > I > > was pulling off the wrappers and chewing the candy. I wasn't bored, > > stressed, hurt, sad, lonely none of it. I was an addict going for my > drug and > > ruining my life yet another inch. How did I feel when I covered it > with paper? > > I was ashamed of my weakness, yet again, Why did I feel this > > way...because I am a fat person with a garbage can full of candy > wrappers. A garbage > > can that is emptied every day so obviously it happened in one day. I > felt > > like the housekeeper must think there wasn't any wonder why I am so > fat. It > > all becomes self loathing in some respect that I can't seem to conquer > this > > addiction. I can finally admit that it is an addiction though. I had > > given up all white flour and sugars for about 21 days before Halloween. > Since > > then though, it's been a real struggle with some days so bad and others > > > just enough off to insure a continuing of the issue. > > > > I've considered addiction therapy but honestly since it's not drug or > > alcohol, it's not considered much. My last doctor kept tell me to try > harder! > > I couldn't believe the ignorance of that advice. I actually eat very > > healthy foods when I'm not overtaken by the sugar. I have been fighting > this for > > 30 years since I was 25. I've never won for more than a few months. > > > > Sunny > > > > Sunny > > > > Best! > > > > Sunny > > > > In Beaverton, OR > > > > > > In a message dated 11/14/2010 9:45:17 A.M. Pacific Standard Time, > > imhere4u1232000@ writes: > > > > > > > > ------------------------------------ > > Yahoo! Groups Links > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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