Guest guest Posted February 1, 2010 Report Share Posted February 1, 2010 Just putting my thoughts out there...get them out of my mind for the day. Feeling very tired. I am wondering when this gets easier and is not something that consumes my thoughts. I am struggling this week with feeling fat and the desire to restrict and run. I am determined to just keep going and trust that this is heading in the right direction....at the same time I am feeling panic that I am going to return to being very overwheight. I was 120kg- numbing with food. Then lost 60kg and struggled with Anorexia. then started to binge and purge with exercise and restriction- have put on 20kg. I feel a desparate panic...need to loose weight. But I now how miserable that place is. So am determined to try and sit with these feelings and ride it out. Surely this gets easier??? Yahoo!7: Catch-up on your favourite Channel 7 TV shows easily, legally, and for free at PLUS7. Check it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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