Guest guest Posted August 16, 2010 Report Share Posted August 16, 2010 Hi All, I am doing very well NC but I am noticing that as my birthday approaches there is the cloud coming over again and it is triggering thoughts and sadness. Nada was big on buying love and this is one of the times I felt special to her. I found out when I was 16 that my Fada wasn't my biological father and I think my birthday was over celebrated due to guilt from Nada who had me up for adoption at first when I was born. She eventually didn't go through with it and every birthday she would spoil me and be very emotional. I am hoping she doesn't send me anything or acknowledge it this year. If she does I will not respond. I have a wonderful husband and daughter and I will have a great time with them. I am just wondering if anyone else feels sad about birthdays? Other occassions have come and gone and it didn't feel as sad as this day. I suppose it is the actual day we were physically born from our Nada's being celebrated. Would love anyone to share their feelings on Birthdays. Do birthdays get easier after years of NC? This is my first so hoping the rest get easier. Kazam x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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