Guest guest Posted September 15, 2010 Report Share Posted September 15, 2010 I love hearing from you Doug! You enlighten me!!! Please stay strong, fight hard, and rest when you need to. We are here for you. I'm thinking i might organize a BPD child candle lighting or something - maybe we could all light a candle together at the same time one night for each other's healing. Who would be interested? Thank you for your good thoughts and prayers. XOXOX I'm sending all the good vibes I have right back your way. I wish they were bigger, but I'll contribute what I have! Girlscout > > > i am so grateful to your very determined t, doug that you still are in the > fight and still post here, even if only once in awhile.. i still get a lot > out of your comments, your humor, the way your personality comes across, so > gently and well. may you succeed in your battle with depression and may you > and all of us indeed heal. it is worth the fight!blessings, ann > > > > From: doug883@... <doug883%40yahoo.com> <doug883@...<doug883%40yahoo.com> > > > Subject: Staying in the fight > To: WTOAdultChildren1 <WTOAdultChildren1%40yahoogroups.com> > Date: Wednesday, September 15, 2010, 8:48 AM > > > > > Hello friends. > > I ve not been posting much lately. Battling my depression still. Trying to > care, and only marginally succeeding. But a very determined T will not let > me quit! > > We get tired. We are in a fight for our lives, for the quality of them, for > making them worth living. The fight started when we were children and were > defenseless, so we are way behind by the time we realize the fight is on. > > But, once we figure it out, I guess we could say, Oh it s ON! > > It sucks, folks. We are so messed up. My urging has always been, May we all > heal. It takes so long. Damn it. > > I don t know the odds, but most BP s lose. They stay sick all thier lives. > The won t choose to heal, and they will stay the crazy bitch from hell that > we all came to know. > > Some of us can win. Some of us need to. > > May we all heal. > > Doug > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Oh man you guys. I haven't been on for awhile and I am just reading some of these posts and balling! Peace and healing Doug. I have been where you are many times and I know it might seem hard somedays to see why you should keep fighting but it will pass. It always seems I hit bottom just before I find the next way to climb back out of a ditch. Usually the bigger and harder I hit, the bigger the hurdle but the bigger the reward when I get out of it. Does that make sense? There is something that is causing this that you need to see and then see through it to the other side. Just like a physical injury, the pain is part of the healing process. You are so worth that joy on the other side. peace, patinage Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Oh man you guys. I haven't been on for awhile and I am just reading some of these posts and balling! Peace and healing Doug. I have been where you are many times and I know it might seem hard somedays to see why you should keep fighting but it will pass. It always seems I hit bottom just before I find the next way to climb back out of a ditch. Usually the bigger and harder I hit, the bigger the hurdle but the bigger the reward when I get out of it. Does that make sense? There is something that is causing this that you need to see and then see through it to the other side. Just like a physical injury, the pain is part of the healing process. You are so worth that joy on the other side. peace, patinage Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Oh man you guys. I haven't been on for awhile and I am just reading some of these posts and balling! Peace and healing Doug. I have been where you are many times and I know it might seem hard somedays to see why you should keep fighting but it will pass. It always seems I hit bottom just before I find the next way to climb back out of a ditch. Usually the bigger and harder I hit, the bigger the hurdle but the bigger the reward when I get out of it. Does that make sense? There is something that is causing this that you need to see and then see through it to the other side. Just like a physical injury, the pain is part of the healing process. You are so worth that joy on the other side. peace, patinage Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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