does anyone think bpd is a fancy scientific term for evil?

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my nada ruined my childhood. I suffer from ptsd and panic attacks to this day. I

have been in therapy for over 20 years i figure it has cost me more than

$75,000. Medications, hard work do not seem to cover up the fact that i am

missing developmental stages and love... i am sitting here feeling sorry for

myself but have healed to a point that the generational abuse will not continue

at least in my household. my nada had called me the most damaging things>>>slut,

whore, fat (at 97 lbs) bitch, cunt>> all before i turned 14. man..14 is

young...at 14 i was not an adult yet i was as big as her> (so maybe that is why

she felt threatened)she hit on my boyfriends...then she told them i was a family

wrecker...she went into my school and told my teachers what a slut i was>>>she

hired an adult man to be my babysitter which molested my brother and i> she gave

me a std because i always had to wear her clothes because she did not want to

buy any for me> something i could get rid of yet sick! she has never had any

remorse...if i did the stuff she did to me >>>really>>> i would not be able to

sleep at night! she is not a socipath because she has empathy for people like my

golden brother!and her brother as well! the all " good " folks!I have never had

any valadation nor closure on certain topics because she flat out denies them

all! sometimes i wish i could be like her(not really)>>> no guilt, sound

sleeper, no panic attacks, no ptsd! calm and calculated >>>then denied

actions>>> are EVIL!