Guest guest Posted February 4, 2001 Report Share Posted February 4, 2001 Well, tomorrow I go back to work. While, I can't wait to get back to my " normal " routine, I am scared. I still tire so easily and look so pale even with make-up on. I cry or rage at the drop of a hat... and to boot, I wake up this morning with huge zits and a stye on my eye.. very attractive! I've been home all week with clear skin and now!! No one at work knows besides my boss and the human resourse manager. I know everyone will asking, " where were you? " " I guess I'll just say vacation and then I got the flu... it is the season for it... I feel like this time I am doing much better physically and emotionally and then I feel guilty... shouldn't I be completely devastated?? DH says it's because this time we sort of knew what to expect, last time we were shell-shocked... all this guilt. I think my babies would want me to be happy again... I just wish I was still pg... Sorry for the pity party. lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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