like a love gone wrong song

[Guest guest]

So I was just thinking of how many songs about broken hearts make me think about

my relationship with my nada and FOO. I wonder is every child born programmed

to love their parents and to want their love? And when we slip out of denial

(for those of us that were in it) is it the biggest broken heart of all?

Today I talked to a FOO member and I successfully managed to keep it superficial

and exchange no information of any consequence. A totally cardboard

conversation - I think I was in fact, boring. And bored. And I felt so sad

after I got off the phone realizing that that conversation was a " success "

because to try to genuinely connect to that person is to open myself up to more

hurt. And I've tried to be honest tell her she's hurtful at times - no good, I

just get hurt more. And that's just the way it is.

Here's a song some of you KO's might find resonating " Tainted Love " by Soft Cell

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChJibdZtSIg