Guest guest Posted October 24, 2010 Report Share Posted October 24, 2010 I am just posting a bit because I realize that I am going numb. I am surrounded by an NPD fada, and extremely low functioning bpd SIL with two toddlers, her dishrag husband who is my brother, and a waify nada. It's made worse by the fact that the waify bpd nada is making the situation with SIL worse by being a complete martyr and milking the situation and then dumping all over me her tears and agony, as if my own are not hard enough to deal with. I have hit some kind of impasse where I am so besotted with dysfunction...it's under my skin right now. I started a CIT course this semester with six classes and had to withdraw from half of them. I have almost no focus in my mind right now. I feel like there is some kind of warning going off in me that I am in over my head and I need some kind of lifepreserver so the last thing I need to do is make myself scarce from here, because here is where all the sane people are. Thanks to everyone who posts here, I love reading the first posts of people when they list everything they have been through with nada or fada and you can sense the isolation and how they have been so psychologically tormented and now it is suddenly coming clear that we are not alone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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