Re: I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes can be controled.

[Guest guest]

You are so encouraging. It would be fun to talk sometime. I think you know

a friend of mine. I forgot all about you being in Oklahoma until someone

mentioned it to me today and I was going to ask you if you know Sandy. She

helped me to learn how to use of all things the Prfect Brownie pan. LOL. I

made brownies for his birthday on November 16, 2010. He was pretty

sick this past birthday but I kind of didn't make them because of me more

than him.

I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes

can be controled.

> Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A Fib.

> well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my sugar

> then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my sugar

> was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if you

> plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world by

> the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he said

> I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most important.

> now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop and

> pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that moment. I

> certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord simply

> hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be here

> at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital think

> they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

> they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why the

> heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and the

> wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now after

> they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to know

> what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

> hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I plan

> to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig having

> you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those 2

> days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one month

> later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is the

> simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it the

> right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

> what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers will

> prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the scales

> won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long enough,

> you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

> time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of you

> find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us has

> any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got on

> right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all mostly

> can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the rest

> to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we can

> that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day and

> have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I would

> rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out of

> it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt bigger! I

> don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

> attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the attitude I

> have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who aren't

> doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

> many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know the

> truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

> talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care about

> you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you check

> out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious? to

> not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and that

> is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but just

> us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I care

> to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad and

> cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big truck

> my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the street!

> however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few pounds

> before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science. I

> think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it can

> be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who wish

> to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life from

> your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship me

> all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

> twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another ramble

> all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you up.

> read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my right

> hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker and

> we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just rambling!

> I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> fingers do the walking!

>

>

[Guest guest]

I do know a Sandy that lives here in OkC and has 2 grown boy's. her husband

passed away with cancer many years ago. his name was Dale. maybe this is the

same Sandy? last name Wornen I believe.

I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes

can be controled.

> Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A Fib.

> well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my sugar

> then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my sugar

> was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if you

> plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world by

> the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he said

> I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most important.

> now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop and

> pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that moment. I

> certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord simply

> hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be here

> at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital think

> they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

> they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why the

> heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and the

> wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now after

> they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to know

> what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

> hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I plan

> to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig having

> you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those 2

> days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one month

> later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is the

> simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it the

> right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

> what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers will

> prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the scales

> won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long enough,

> you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

> time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of you

> find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us has

> any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got on

> right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all mostly

> can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the rest

> to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we can

> that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day and

> have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I would

> rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out of

> it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt bigger! I

> don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

> attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the attitude I

> have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who aren't

> doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

> many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know the

> truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

> talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care about

> you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you check

> out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious? to

> not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and that

> is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but just

> us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I care

> to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad and

> cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big truck

> my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the street!

> however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few pounds

> before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science. I

> think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it can

> be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who wish

> to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life from

> your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship me

> all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

> twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another ramble

> all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you up.

> read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my right

> hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker and

> we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just rambling!

> I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> fingers do the walking!

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, that is the same Sandy. I was introduced to her by Jan and Immigrant,

and she also goes by the Chihuahua Lady. I ws always afraid if I had little

doggies like that I could step on them not meaning to. Coco is such a big

girl I can always tell where she is. LOL.

We have just corresponded on the computer and are in the same groups and

have talked on the phone. She has helped me a lot.

She took care of her mother before she passed away. I think she would beat

me on handling spicy food.

The other friends I have in Oklahoma are and , and I have also

talked to Cheryl from the Older Blind Program Information Service because up

to the end of March she read recipes from the newspapers on there including

the 12 Days Of Cookies at Christmas time. She has left and the Library has

control over the phone line now. I do not think it is good for it but that

is the way it goes. Cheryl will be teaching mobility now and she seems like

a kind and patient person.

So that is almost all the people I know in Oklahoma, except another guy

named Mike who I have spoken to on phone systems.

But I still continue to collect my recipes on the computer and drool, haha.

---- Original Message -----

To: <blind-diabetics >

Sent: Saturday, April 07, 2012 7:32 AM

Subject: Re: I'm a grate example of out of control

diabetes can be controled.

> I do know a Sandy that lives here in OkC and has 2 grown boy's. her

> husband passed away with cancer many years ago. his name was Dale. maybe

> this is the same Sandy? last name Wornen I believe.

> I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes

> can be controled.

>

> > Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> > mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A

> Fib.

> > well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my

> sugar

> > then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my

> sugar

> > was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if

> you

> > plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world

> by

> > the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> > ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he

> said

> > I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most

> important.

> > now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop and

> > pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that

> moment. I

> > certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> > could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord

> simply

> > hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be

> here

> > at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital

> think

> > they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

> > they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why

> the

> > heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> > continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and the

> > wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now

> after

> > they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to

> know

> > what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

> > hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I

> plan

> > to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig having

> > you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> > sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those 2

> > days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one

> month

> > later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is

> the

> > simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it the

> > right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> > talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

> > what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers

> will

> > prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the

> scales

> > won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long

> enough,

> > you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

> > time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> > another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of

> you

> > find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us has

> > any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got on

> > right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all mostly

> > can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the

> rest

> > to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we can

> > that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day

> and

> > have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I

> would

> > rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> > exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out

> of

> > it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt

> bigger! I

> > don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

> > attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the

> attitude I

> > have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who

> aren't

> > doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

> > many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know

> the

> > truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

> > talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care about

> > you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you

> check

> > out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious?

> to

> > not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and

> that

> > is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but

> just

> > us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I

> care

> > to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad

> and

> > cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big

> truck

> > my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the

> street!

> > however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few

> pounds

> > before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science.

> I

> > think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it

> can

> > be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who

> wish

> > to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life

> from

> > your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship

> me

> > all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> > practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

> > twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another

> ramble

> > all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> > information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you

> up.

> > read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my right

> > hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker

> and

> > we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just

> rambling!

> > I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> > fingers do the walking!

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Markie,

Last name is Warren.

Cy

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Mark Ruth

Sent: Saturday, April 07, 2012 5:33 AM

To: blind-diabetics

Subject: Re: I'm a grate example of out of control

diabetes can be controled.

I do know a Sandy that lives here in OkC and has 2 grown boy's. her husband

passed away with cancer many years ago. his name was Dale. maybe this is the

same Sandy? last name Wornen I believe.

I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes

can be controled.

> Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A Fib.

> well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my sugar

> then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my sugar

> was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if you

> plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world by

> the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he said

> I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most important.

> now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop and

> pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that moment. I

> certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord simply

> hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be here

> at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital think

> they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

> they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why the

> heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and the

> wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now after

> they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to know

> what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

> hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I plan

> to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig having

> you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those 2

> days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one month

> later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is the

> simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it the

> right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

> what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers will

> prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the scales

> won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long enough,

> you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

> time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of you

> find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us has

> any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got on

> right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all mostly

> can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the rest

> to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we can

> that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day and

> have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I would

> rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out of

> it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt bigger! I

> don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

> attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the attitude I

> have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who aren't

> doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

> many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know the

> truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

> talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care about

> you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you check

> out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious? to

> not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and that

> is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but just

> us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I care

> to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad and

> cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big truck

> my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the street!

> however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few pounds

> before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science. I

> think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it can

> be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who wish

> to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life from

> your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship me

> all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

> twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another ramble

> all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you up.

> read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my right

> hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker and

> we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just rambling!

> I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> fingers do the walking!

>

>

[Guest guest]

I know Jan and Immigrant over the phone.

Becky

I'm a grate example of out of control

>> diabetes

>> can be controled.

>>

>> > Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

>> > mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A

>> Fib.

>> > well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my

>> sugar

>> > then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my

>> sugar

>> > was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if

>> you

>> > plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world

>> by

>> > the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

>> > ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he

>> said

>> > I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most

>> important.

>> > now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop

>> and

>> > pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that

>> moment. I

>> > certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

>> > could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord

>> simply

>> > hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be

>> here

>> > at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital

>> think

>> > they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

>> > they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why

>> the

>> > heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

>> > continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and

>> the

>> > wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now

>> after

>> > they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to

>> know

>> > what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

>> > hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I

>> plan

>> > to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig

>> having

>> > you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

>> > sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those

>> 2

>> > days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one

>> month

>> > later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is

>> the

>> > simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it

>> the

>> > right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

>> > talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

>> > what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers

>> will

>> > prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the

>> scales

>> > won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long

>> enough,

>> > you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

>> > time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

>> > another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of

>> you

>> > find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us

>> has

>> > any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got

>> on

>> > right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all

>> mostly

>> > can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the

>> rest

>> > to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we

>> can

>> > that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day

>> and

>> > have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I

>> would

>> > rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

>> > exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out

>> of

>> > it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt

>> bigger! I

>> > don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

>> > attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the

>> attitude I

>> > have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who

>> aren't

>> > doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

>> > many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know

>> the

>> > truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

>> > talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care

>> about

>> > you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you

>> check

>> > out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious?

>> to

>> > not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and

>> that

>> > is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but

>> just

>> > us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I

>> care

>> > to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad

>> and

>> > cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big

>> truck

>> > my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the

>> street!

>> > however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few

>> pounds

>> > before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science.

>> I

>> > think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it

>> can

>> > be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who

>> wish

>> > to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life

>> from

>> > your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship

>> me

>> > all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

>> > practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

>> > twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another

>> ramble

>> > all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

>> > information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you

>> up.

>> > read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my

>> right

>> > hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker

>> and

>> > we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just

>> rambling!

>> > I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

>> > fingers do the walking!

>> >

>> >

[Guest guest]

I call Katy yard stick because she is about 3 foot tall. that's my chute

little yard stick. her and live in Loton.

I'm a grate example of out of control diabetes

> can be controled.

>

> > Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> > mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A

> Fib.

> > well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my

> sugar

> > then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my

> sugar

> > was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if

> you

> > plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world

> by

> > the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> > ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he

> said

> > I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most

> important.

> > now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop and

> > pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that

> moment. I

> > certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> > could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord

> simply

> > hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be

> here

> > at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital

> think

> > they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be, so

> > they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is why

> the

> > heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> > continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and the

> > wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now

> after

> > they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to

> know

> > what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in the

> > hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I

> plan

> > to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig having

> > you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> > sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those 2

> > days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one

> month

> > later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is

> the

> > simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it the

> > right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> > talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only know

> > what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers

> will

> > prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the

> scales

> > won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long

> enough,

> > you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the whole

> > time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> > another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of

> you

> > find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us has

> > any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got on

> > right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all mostly

> > can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the

> rest

> > to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we can

> > that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day

> and

> > have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I

> would

> > rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> > exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out

> of

> > it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt

> bigger! I

> > don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my bad

> > attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the

> attitude I

> > have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who

> aren't

> > doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not have

> > many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know

> the

> > truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk the

> > talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care about

> > you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you

> check

> > out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease serious?

> to

> > not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and

> that

> > is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but

> just

> > us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I

> care

> > to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be sad

> and

> > cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big

> truck

> > my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the

> street!

> > however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few

> pounds

> > before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to science.

> I

> > think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it

> can

> > be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who

> wish

> > to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life

> from

> > your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and ship

> me

> > all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> > practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small child

> > twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another

> ramble

> > all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> > information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you

> up.

> > read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my right

> > hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold locker

> and

> > we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just

> rambling!

> > I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> > fingers do the walking!

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

I used to tape with Jan on cassettes and we wrote braille letters. She went

to school with the girl who was my room mate at dog school and she

introduced us. But when my kids were born I dropped out of taping and

losttouch with many people including Jan. But a mutual friend got us back

in touch and this other girl and I introduced Jan to Immigrant and the two

of them have been best friends for more than da decade.

I am glad to have been a part of introducing them. I am also glad they don't

have to put up with all this poking, counting, restricting foods and all

this. I never was what you would call a pig, I just want a little bit of a

variety of things. I just enjoy tasting different things.

I'm a grate example of out of control

>>> diabetes

>>> can be controled.

>>>

>>> > Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

>>> > mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A

>>> Fib.

>>> > well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my

>>> sugar

>>> > then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my

>>> sugar

>>> > was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if

>>> you

>>> > plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world

>>> by

>>> > the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

>>> > ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he

>>> said

>>> > I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most

>>> important.

>>> > now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop

>>> and

>>> > pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that

>>> moment. I

>>> > certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

>>> > could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord

>>> simply

>>> > hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be

>>> here

>>> > at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital

>>> think

>>> > they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be,

>>> so

>>> > they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is

>>> why

>>> the

>>> > heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

>>> > continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and

>>> the

>>> > wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now

>>> after

>>> > they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to

>>> know

>>> > what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in

>>> the

>>> > hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I

>>> plan

>>> > to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig

>>> having

>>> > you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

>>> > sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those

>>> 2

>>> > days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one

>>> month

>>> > later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is

>>> the

>>> > simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it

>>> the

>>> > right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

>>> > talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only

>>> know

>>> > what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers

>>> will

>>> > prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the

>>> scales

>>> > won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long

>>> enough,

>>> > you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the

>>> whole

>>> > time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

>>> > another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of

>>> you

>>> > find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us

>>> has

>>> > any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got

>>> on

>>> > right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all

>>> mostly

>>> > can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the

>>> rest

>>> > to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we

>>> can

>>> > that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day

>>> and

>>> > have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I

>>> would

>>> > rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

>>> > exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out

>>> of

>>> > it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt

>>> bigger! I

>>> > don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my

>>> bad

>>> > attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the

>>> attitude I

>>> > have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who

>>> aren't

>>> > doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not

>>> have

>>> > many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know

>>> the

>>> > truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk

>>> the

>>> > talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care

>>> about

>>> > you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you

>>> check

>>> > out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease

>>> serious?

>>> to

>>> > not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and

>>> that

>>> > is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but

>>> just

>>> > us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I

>>> care

>>> > to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be

>>> sad

>>> and

>>> > cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big

>>> truck

>>> > my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the

>>> street!

>>> > however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few

>>> pounds

>>> > before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to

>>> science.

>>> I

>>> > think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it

>>> can

>>> > be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who

>>> wish

>>> > to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life

>>> from

>>> > your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and

>>> ship

>>> me

>>> > all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

>>> > practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small

>>> child

>>> > twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another

>>> ramble

>>> > all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

>>> > information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you

>>> up.

>>> > read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my

>>> right

>>> > hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold

>>> locker

>>> and

>>> > we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just

>>> rambling!

>>> > I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

>>> > fingers do the walking!

>>> >

>>> >

[Guest guest]

calls her Wee1. We are always teasing back and forth.

I'm a grate example of out of control

> diabetes

> > can be controled.

> >

> > > Just one month ago I had to take a little trip down the mississip, I

> > > mean over to the hospital with the heart in a crazy mood they call A

> > Fib.

> > > well now at the same time I wasn't paying any more attention to my

> > sugar

> > > then you would of a big black bear coming to bite your butt off! my

> > sugar

> > > was running between 300 and 400 and this honey is way to damn high if

> > you

> > > plan you go on living! some times we folks who think we got the world

> > by

> > > the horns, can be fooled with such as I had that evening. I ask the

> > > ambulance fellow in the back with me why they had the whistle on? he

> > said

> > > I was in a life and death type of situation and time was most

> > important.

> > > now when you hear this kind of answer it seems to cause you to stop

> and

> > > pay close attention and reflect a bit on your life up until that

> > moment. I

> > > certainly wasn't proud of my life style at that moment and knew death

> > > could be waiting close at hand for me to step over. Well the Lord

> > simply

> > > hasn't finished the little job he has for me to do or I wouldn't be

> > here

> > > at this moment doing the ramble! The saw bones there at the hospital

> > think

> > > they got to come clean with you and tell it like it is or could be,

> so

> > > they let me know how they strongly feel my out of control sugar is

> why

> > the

> > > heart acted up and done the A Fib dance. they had to throw in as how

> > > continuing to ignore the high sugar, caused from eating to much and

> the

> > > wrong types of carbs, that I may not be as lucky the next time. Now

> > after

> > > they laid it out on the table for me to look over, then they wish to

> > know

> > > what do I plan to do about it? Now as many times as I have been in

> the

> > > hospital since 2007, no one had actually put this q to me. What did I

> > plan

> > > to do about it was the question! not we or you and those who dig

> having

> > > you around, but only what was I going to do about the out of control

> > > sugar? What a fine turn around did I right then in the hospital those

> 2

> > > days! went from sugars between 300 and 400 all the time, to now one

> > month

> > > later of between 90 and 120 95% of the time! how did I do it? this is

> > the

> > > simple part of everything that happened. I always knew how to do it

> the

> > > right way, but all of us can talk the talk, but how many can walk the

> > > talk? you got to prove to you and your doctor's that you not only

> know

> > > what to do, but you can and will do it all the right way. the numbers

> > will

> > > prove out and tell the truth. your meter won't lie to you and the

> > scales

> > > won't lie either. I can assure you that if you play with fire long

> > enough,

> > > you will get burned! I played with fire for a long time, but the

> whole

> > > time I knew how to do the right moves to put me where I am to day. so

> > > another grate q is, why didn't I start much sooner? as soon as any of

> > you

> > > find the answer to this q, please would you let me know? none of us

> has

> > > any clue when we will check out of this world in these bodies we got

> on

> > > right now, but why speed it up when you can slow it down? We all

> mostly

> > > can control those things that we can control on our own and leave the

> > rest

> > > to God. he is much better equipped to deal with those these then we

> can

> > > that are out of our control. I can check my sugar 4 to 8 times a day

> > and

> > > have for more then a month now. it does make my fingers sore, but I

> > would

> > > rather they be sore then be dead in the dirt. I can do some kind of

> > > exercise for at least one hour every day and I won't talk my self out

> > of

> > > it, because not moving my big fat butt will make my big fat butt

> > bigger! I

> > > don't plan to get any bigger! I'm finished with getting larger. my

> bad

> > > attitude simply got thrown out of my life and replaced with the

> > attitude I

> > > have to have in order to control my own eating habits. you all who

> > aren't

> > > doing this right now, can start doing it right now or you may not

> have

> > > many more chances to start over. Actually if you really need to know

> > the

> > > truth about it? when you know how to talk the talk, but don't walk

> the

> > > talk, then it is a selfish act on your part toward those who care

> about

> > > you and love you. just stop and think how sad they will be when you

> > check

> > > out of this world simply because you didn't take this disease

> serious?

> > to

> > > not control what we are personally in charge of is a selfish act and

> > that

> > > is all it is. we are just saying no one else in our life matters, but

> > just

> > > us, just me! this is exactly what I was doing for more years then I

> > care

> > > to admit, but facts are facts. I hate to see those I care about be

> sad

> > and

> > > cry. that really breaks my big pig heart. now it is true that a big

> > truck

> > > my run me over to morrow and smash my big lard butt all over the

> > street!

> > > however, my sugar will be under control and I would have lost a few

> > pounds

> > > before that happened. there will be less of me to ship off to

> science.

> > I

> > > think donating your body to science is about as cool of a plan as it

> > can

> > > be. no cost to your loved one's and your dead body can help those who

> > wish

> > > to know about diseases like diabetes can learn to save another's life

> > from

> > > your unselfish gift! maybe they will cut me up like a chicken and

> ship

> > me

> > > all over the world. how cool would it be to know that the doc that

> > > practiced studying my dead belly figured out how to save a small

> child

> > > twenty years after I was dead and gone? Well anyway that is another

> > ramble

> > > all by it self, but any body need a number on how to obtain the

> > > information you need to check it out I will be very glad to hook you

> > up.

> > > read all about it and then it may or may not be for you. maybe my

> right

> > > hand and your right foot could end up together in the same cold

> locker

> > and

> > > we could have a little party! to bad I can't drop pounds by just

> > rambling!

> > > I could lose it faster and much easier then exercising it off. let my

> > > fingers do the walking!

> > >

> > >