past pain

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First off, I want to wrap my arms around each of you and give you a big

compassionate hug. You have been through so much in your lives. I too have lived

in tramatic circumstances. Abused and sexually molested by my father from age

12-16. Moving out at 16 to escape abuse, only to end up with another abuser.

this did not really show until 10 yrs into the marriage. I am still with this

man too, 30 yrs later, but not forever. Seems like we all have this trauma in

our lives and the fibro in common. Goes hand in hand it appears.

Much love to y'all,

Kate Court wrote:

Mine had schizophrenia, he went off his meds to get me pregnant. He

did not tell me he was on meds to begin with I found out at the funeral ( we

were married 45 days).

Off the meds he thought he was the devil and he cut the breaks to my car, I had

to choose between taking out a brick wall or driving through an intersection so

I took out the wall I broke my back in 3 places. I rang him at work and he

confessed he had done it. He then ordered a weeks worth of shopping, a baby

grand piano (so I would alwys hear music in my life) and went and jumped off a

cliff.

His dad was an SS officer and I a Jew so every day for the next 5 months I was

sued for the food from the wake, each day a single receipt arrived $1.60 bread

rolls, $3,20 jar of cherries etc etc My son died at 28 wks. The whole time I was

pregnant my parents disowned me as they wanted me to abort the baby and I

refused. Plus I got the joys of going to the morgue and seeing my husband's

thigh through his brain.

I think once you have been through that there is no going back.

Blown serotonin waves well thats the least of the injury sustained isnt it.

Re: /DebiY past pain

Dearest , The event was a police shoot out and He was killed by a young

officer. My Step dad shot my Mom and another officer before he was killed. I

gave birth to my daughter several hours late due to traumatic labor. She was

just a couple of weeks early but I was not even allowed to go to my mothers

funeral. It is a long story and the police even made a TOP COP Episode about it.

That was awfully strange. Thanks for your kind words. Debi

wrote:

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> I also had a very bad childhood with an abusive stepfather who

threatened kill my mother if I ever told. I told when I was 24 and

he did kill her.

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