Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 Friends recently I've experienced a few changes. 1 fibro Dr. trigger point injections working but still not a cure and Hydrocodone is no better that Darvecet as I've had a high tollerence to opiods for years. We had icy overpasses and my bro. totaled his truck so I went to get but befor doing so I put some weight in the bed of my truck for better traction,mistake I woke up @ 3:00 AM in pain and 10mgs Hdrocodone just barely took the edge off the pain along w/patches. All change can be stressful wether good or bad. The stress of having something to drive and having places to go has caused my IBS to go from constipation to the other extreme as has been discussed. I have the oppurtunity to get a federal grant set up to help the homeless disabled to get thier own appartments and this isn't going over very well w/the control unit(mom). She is angry, she says after all I've done for you and this is what you HIT me with, humn Do you detectect any selfishness in that. I've lived in a camper for FIVE years now and I'm due a change in mind that is. Am I ungratefull for ALL that mom has done for me? Do I not deserve my own place or am I some sorta DISabled indentured servant??? My 12step group has been telling me, you need to get your own place regardless of the cost because living w/your mom and brother IS detrimental to your well being! Some of you know the issues I've referred to in the past. Now I'm wondering will bro. use some of the insurance money to pay mom back$$$$$ or will he do as he pleases as he has done in the past? NOT MY BUISNESS!!!!!! I have been so exhausted lately I haven't even been ablr to read any post. I know many if not all of you CAN relate. The end of another update by Honeycutt ! ! ! . . . Gentle HUGS ! ! ! _________________________________________________________________ Need to know the score, the latest news, or you need your Hotmail®-get your " fix " . http://www.msnmobilefix.com/Default.aspx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 > I have the oppurtunity to get a federal grant set up to help the > homeless disabled to get thier own appartments and this isn't going > over very well w/the control unit(mom). She is angry, she says > after all I've done for you and this is what you HIT me with, humn > Do you detectect any selfishness in that. I've lived in a camper > for FIVE years now and I'm due a change in mind that is. Am I > ungratefull for ALL that mom has done for me? Do I not deserve my > own place or am I some sorta DISabled indentured servant??? > My 12step group has been telling me, you need to get your > own place regardless of the cost because living w/your mom and > brother IS detrimental to your well being! Some of you know the > issues I've referred to in the past. Oh, , I hope you can get your own place! It would be so much better than living in a camper! I got out of a psychologically abusive living situation nearly 10 years ago. The abuser and I both started to get better after that. My therp. always said that I couldn't recover from the results of abuse when I was still being abused. Z :::: scrinching eyes shut real tight and hoping and praying for to get his grant :::: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 I am sorry for your struggles with your family. If they are causing problems with your health, than if at all possible find a way to leave that situation. Roommate? the grant you are talking about sounds like a wonderful idea. Would you be able to profit from it? Good luck. I understand having to make hard decisions where family is concerned. I had to choose to cut all contact with my mother as her destructive living was not good for me or for my boys to be around. She died in 1999 without us making amends and that I do regret, not choosing to get my boys out from around that atmospher. Good luck and I am sure you will make the best decision for you. Christi Randall www.singingwomenoftexas.com UPDATES ! ! ! Friends recently I've experienced a few changes. 1 fibro Dr. trigger point injections working but still not a cure and Hydrocodone is no better that Darvecet as I've had a high tollerence to opiods for years. We had icy overpasses and my bro. totaled his truck so I went to get but befor doing so I put some weight in the bed of my truck for better traction,mistake I woke up @ 3:00 AM in pain and 10mgs Hdrocodone just barely took the edge off the pain along w/patches. All change can be stressful wether good or bad. The stress of having something to drive and having places to go has caused my IBS to go from constipation to the other extreme as has been discussed. I have the oppurtunity to get a federal grant set up to help the homeless disabled to get thier own appartments and this isn't going over very well w/the control unit(mom). She is angry, she says after all I've done for you and this is what you HIT me with, humn Do you detectect any selfishness in that. I've lived in a camper for FIVE years now and I'm due a change in mind that is. Am I ungratefull for ALL that mom has done for me? Do I not deserve my own place or am I some sorta DISabled indentured servant??? My 12step group has been telling me, you need to get your own place regardless of the cost because living w/your mom and brother IS detrimental to your well being! Some of you know the issues I've referred to in the past. Now I'm wondering will bro. use some of the insurance money to pay mom back$$$$$ or will he do as he pleases as he has done in the past? NOT MY BUISNESS!!!!!! I have been so exhausted lately I haven't even been ablr to read any post. I know many if not all of you CAN relate. The end of another update by Honeycutt ! ! ! . . . Gentle HUGS ! ! ! _________________________________________________________________ Need to know the score, the latest news, or you need your Hotmail®-get your " fix " . http://www.msnmobilefix.com/Default.aspx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2008 Report Share Posted January 26, 2008 AND I have a date next Friday for lunch if she doesn't backout. My PCPs medical transcriptionist. I called her and ask her and w/what sounded like an exciting tone she wah YEA. So until Fri. I'll live in another form of anticipation for a change. Considering her job she is bound to know alot about me. She is raising one year old triplets by herself and she has a 5 yr. old son so dating may have been the last thing on her mind for awhile. GOD only knows... again > > > Friends recently I've experienced a few changes. 1 fibro Dr. trigger point injections working but still not a cure and Hydrocodone is no better that Darvecet as I've had a high tollerence to opiods for years. > We had icy overpasses and my bro. totaled his truck so I went to get but befor doing so I put some weight in the bed of my truck for better traction,mistake I woke up @ 3:00 AM in pain and 10mgs Hdrocodone just barely took the edge off the pain along w/patches. > All change can be stressful wether good or bad. The stress of having something to drive and having places to go has caused my IBS to go from constipation to the other extreme as has been discussed. > I have the oppurtunity to get a federal grant set up to help the homeless disabled to get thier own appartments and this isn't going over very well w/the control unit(mom). She is angry, she says after all I've done for you and this is what you HIT me with, humn Do you detectect any selfishness in that. I've lived in a camper for FIVE years now and I'm due a change in mind that is. Am I ungratefull for ALL that mom has done for me? Do I not deserve my own place or am I some sorta DISabled indentured servant??? > My 12step group has been telling me, you need to get your own place regardless of the cost because living w/your mom and brother IS detrimental to your well being! Some of you know the issues I've referred to in the past. > Now I'm wondering will bro. use some of the insurance money to pay mom back$$$$$ or will he do as he pleases as he has done in the past? NOT MY BUISNESS!!!!!! > I have been so exhausted lately I haven't even been ablr to read any post. > I know many if not all of you CAN relate. > The end of another update by Honeycutt ! ! ! . . . Gentle HUGS ! ! ! > > > > _________________________________________________________________ > Need to know the score, the latest news, or you need your Hotmail®- get your " fix " . > http://www.msnmobilefix.com/Default.aspx > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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