Guest guest Posted February 10, 2008 Report Share Posted February 10, 2008 (((Debra))) you want me to come talk to him? LOL he may not listen to me either. I hear ya girl. I wish he would hear ya too! debra van ness wrote: > Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. > > When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. > > AND no I do not enjoy living like this. > > Debra > > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 10, 2008 Report Share Posted February 10, 2008 *drying your tears* ((((HUGS))) debra van ness wrote: > Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. I appreciate you being there. I sent this letter to , my husband, because I am sick and tired of not being understood. I am now crying with frustration of the lack of understanding. > I love you all, > Debra V. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 10, 2008 Report Share Posted February 10, 2008 > > Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. I appreciate you being there. I sent this letter to , my husband, because I am sick and tired of not being understood. I am now crying with frustration of the lack of understanding. > I love you all, > Debra V. ********************* Aw Debra, I hope you feel the strength that is reaching out now to hold you for a good cry over the injustice of not being understood. No apology needed...this is a time to vent with safety of not being judged for where you are right now. Let it out...and know that I feel that pain right now. How many times have I felt that? I can't tell you the number of times. Just let out the pain and bring yourself back to the love and support of the group here. Know that there is understanding here. I hope that your husband can come to understand on some level what it is like to have this pain, and this fatigue that can only express itself in tears. I asked my husband one time if he ever felt so tired that he wanted to cry and he had to admit that he had not. Well, I have felt that and know what you are talking about Debra. I know I'm rambling, but I want you to know that I understand, and will be here to listen. Vicki northern MN Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 10, 2008 Report Share Posted February 10, 2008 Debra, We all have days when our family especially husbands don't get it. My poor husband will say all those rotten things about me not wanting to do things etc. A little while later he is appoligising because he has been feeling frustrated. Sometimes it is because I don't do things I use to (I can't) and other times it is because he cannot stop my pain and sometimes it's because we don't do alot of cuddling because it hurts. He has to live with his pain and I have to accept it. JudyMer ---- debra van ness wrote: > Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. > > When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. > > AND no I do not enjoy living like this. > > Debra > > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 Oh (((Debra)))) I am so sorry that you had to resort to that. It's a real bucket of suck sometimes that our loved ones do not understand! As for your sleeping difficulties, and I only mention it because I have it, is have you ever been checked for sleep apnea? I have severe obstructive sleep apnea and have to wear a bi-pap system at night so I continue to breathe. The one thing I've noticed is that while I don't have all that " tony the tiger " energy I did before fibro, well, I can get a good night's sleep (and even dream) which makes the pain more manageable (I don't think I'll ever say bearable because well, it depends on my threshhold that day). It's something to think about.... (((Hugs))) Darlene > Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. > > When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. > > AND no I do not enjoy living like this. > > Debra > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 I am so sorry your hubby has forgotten about your illness again. Selective memory. You know about how my hubby feels, so I won't even get started on that, but I can sympathize. I hate having those days where I cannot even get outside to enjoy a sunny day. Hang in there girl. Email him all the fibro info you can, until he gets it, lol. bombard him. lmao. Love ya, loveit1@... wrote: Debra, We all have days when our family especially husbands don't get it. My poor husband will say all those rotten things about me not wanting to do things etc. A little while later he is appoligising because he has been feeling frustrated. Sometimes it is because I don't do things I use to (I can't) and other times it is because he cannot stop my pain and sometimes it's because we don't do alot of cuddling because it hurts. He has to live with his pain and I have to accept it. JudyMer ---- debra van ness wrote: > Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. > > When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. > > AND no I do not enjoy living like this. > > Debra > > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 Oh Debra, sweetie, I am so sorry, I've had it rough as many have over the past week or more. I am so sorry I wasn't sitting here at the computer for you to manage a shout out on the IM. The past week took a ton out of me too. From Friday to Sunday I've been all over town, have put in a new set of bunk beds for my sons and cleaned my house from end to end, save my room, which may never get clean. I know just how you feel. Here I am, today, Monday, the first day of the week and I dread just getting out of bed, but I have no choice. I feel like I just got over the aches and pains, the muscles that protest, the joints that creak and groan, the back that never stops screaming, only to start all over again. No amount of sleep cures it, no amount of medication, and sympathy only extends from this group and others we are part of. Even my mother has a limited supply and her mother, my grandmother, has lived with Polymialgia for sixty years! She wasn't diagnosed until she was 60! My grandmother is still alive at 90, amazing woman that she is, and she's also allergic to aspirin which makes treatment options a fun expression in patience. I thank the powers that be I didn't get that particular allergy or I'd be up the proverbial creek without a paddle or a canoe. Boy, do I sound like someone with the FMS monster or what? Sorry, I know you're in pain sweetie. I want to make you laugh, I want to find a way to help you forget your pain. I hope to do that somehow, some way, and soon. A. Neff Buzz me!! I'm there!! > > Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. > > When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. > > AND no I do not enjoy living like this. > > Debra > > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 DEAR DEBRA, SHOUT ALL YOU WANT AND VENT!! I HAD A HUSBAND LIKE THAT. YOU DON'T NEED THAT FRUSTRATION ON TOP OF YOUR FIBRO. I'M SORRY TO HEAR SO MANY OF US AREN'T FEELING WELL TODAY. BLESSINGS TO ALL, DEE vicki wrote: > > Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. I appreciate you being there. I sent this letter to , my husband, because I am sick and tired of not being understood. I am now crying with frustration of the lack of understanding. > I love you all, > Debra V. ********************* Aw Debra, I hope you feel the strength that is reaching out now to hold you for a good cry over the injustice of not being understood. No apology needed...this is a time to vent with safety of not being judged for where you are right now. Let it out...and know that I feel that pain right now. How many times have I felt that? I can't tell you the number of times. Just let out the pain and bring yourself back to the love and support of the group here. Know that there is understanding here. I hope that your husband can come to understand on some level what it is like to have this pain, and this fatigue that can only express itself in tears. I asked my husband one time if he ever felt so tired that he wanted to cry and he had to admit that he had not. Well, I have felt that and know what you are talking about Debra. I know I'm rambling, but I want you to know that I understand, and will be here to listen. Vicki northern MN --------------------------------- Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 Hi Debra - I'm sorry you had a rough night with your husband. I had an argument with mine this morning that brought me to tears, too. It was stupid, but I'm so foggy and feeling sinus pain/pressure, that it was so frustrating having to argue with him about it. I hope the email helped with regards to your husband. Take care, and I hope you're feeling somewhat better today. Jeanne in WI > Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. I appreciate you being > there. I sent this letter to , my husband, because I am sick and > tired of not being understood. I am now crying with frustration of the > lack of understanding. > I love you all, > Debra V. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 11, 2008 Report Share Posted February 11, 2008 Hi Debra, I too am sorry you had the argument and are feeling down. I don't know why those who are supposed to love us and support us can not just understand a little. It took a patient coming into the ER with Fibro,where my husband works as a crisis intake counsoler . The patient told the ER staff when asked about the pain explained it to them like this.. " you know how it feels when you hit your funny bone , or your knee or stump your toe ? well that is how i fill every day, every where .. " Diane --- Jeanne and Dave wrote: > Hi Debra - I'm sorry you had a rough night with your > husband. I had an > argument with mine this morning that brought me to > tears, too. It was > stupid, but I'm so foggy and feeling sinus > pain/pressure, that it was so > frustrating having to argue with him about it. I > hope the email helped with > regards to your husband. Take care, and I hope > you're feeling somewhat > better today. > Jeanne in WI > > > > Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. > I appreciate you being > > there. I sent this letter to , my husband, > because I am sick and > > tired of not being understood. I am now crying > with frustration of the > > lack of understanding. > > I love you all, > > Debra V. > > > > 1. While it is wonderful to share our experiences > with everyone on the list as to what treatments do > and don't work for us, pls always check with your > dr. Some treatments are dangerous when given along > with other meds as well as to certain health > conditions or just dangerous in general. > > 2. If you are in a difficult situation (doesn't > matter what it is) pls don't be afraid to ask for > help. It is the first step to trying to make that > situation better. > > 3. To unsubscribe the e-mail is: > Fibromyalgia_Support_Group-unsubscribe > > 4. Also, it is not uncommon for more than one member > to be feeling bad at the same time when it comes to > flares and b/c of that potentially take something > another member says the wrong way. And that > includes the things that one member may find funny > (even if it's laughing at fibro itself) even though > we who deal with illness whether one such as fibro > or multiple illnesses try to keep a sense of humor. > > 5. Pls let's be gentle with each other, and if you > are having a bad day pls let us know so that we can > do our best to offer our support. > > Have a nice day everyone. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 12, 2008 Report Share Posted February 12, 2008 Hi Debra, I'm sorry it has taken me so long to write to you. I wish our families could just take us at our word and believe that if we say we have chronic fatigue and feel very ill then we do. It should be simple. They don't have to understand; they just have to believe us just like they believe us about other things. It's amazing that you can work at all, but at such a grueling, back breaking job is even more amazing. Being a nurse is hard work, even if you were healthy. If I were to do that for four days, I wouldn't be able to move for the other three or even longer. I wish you felt better and got more understanding both at home and at work. I hope the e-mail worked or at least helped. Take care of yourself, Marti debra van ness wrote: Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. AND no I do not enjoy living like this. Debra --------------------------------- Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 12, 2008 Report Share Posted February 12, 2008 You never need to be sorry for venting. " Listening " is what we're here for. I'm so sorry that yuo are so upset and crying. I hope you feel better soon. Blessed be, Marti debra van ness wrote: Sorry group. I am just so frustrated right now. I appreciate you being there. I sent this letter to , my husband, because I am sick and tired of not being understood. I am now crying with frustration of the lack of understanding. I love you all, Debra V. debra van ness wrote: Sorry. But damn it.... I guess I will write this to the group and then send it to the d/h since he does not seem to hear a damn thing I say. I STAYED ON THE COUCH ALL DAY because I am sick...... I DID NOT STAY ON THE COUCH ALL DAY SO I CAN GET UP AND FEEL GREAT..... NO, I do not feel better sometimes even if I am in bed or laying on the couch for 18 hours of the day. I DO NOT GET RESTED NO MATTER HOW MUCH I am laying down or seeming to sleep. I STILL feel like I NEVER SLEPT last night or today. When you have the flu and go to bed..... do you go to bed because you are sick and then wake up feeling great and have all the energy you need?????? NOPE, you wake up feeling just a shitty as you did when you laid down. NO I CANNOT do all the stuff I should around here on my off days because I AM WIPED OUT... it is called CHRONIC FATIGUE.... it is a great little addition that comes with fibromyalgia. YES I still feel like shit even if I take my medication some days because my body has been OVERDONE for four days with the things others take for granted in life. THings like work and coming home... should be a piece of cake after a nights sleep????? NOT with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. AND no I do not enjoy living like this. Debra --------------------------------- Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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