Guest guest Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 No it's not just you. I think we all go through this feeling of being alone and misunderstood. I gave up trying to explain what I am going through as they all just smile and change the subject. they can't understand why I'm not like I used to be and never feel good enough to get out and do things with them that just makes things worse. I have daily thoughts of leaving this world but I just can't hurt my family that way. My 2 kids have already lost their sister and I thought they'd never recover. I had to be strong for them when I was falling apart inside myself. She was in a car accident and I lost her at age 25 and my 2 year old daughter. It's been 15 years and it still seems like yesterday. there is still the feeling og if I had just done something different maybe they'd still be here with us. So I grit my teeth, literally, and take my med's and hope for the best. I know that having Fibro has made me a more understanding person and I realise that we have to try and understand what others are going thru. I thank God every day that I found this group. Everyone helps me cope and I learn new things daily. May you find the way to deal with the pain soon. God bless Little from Las Vegas LINDA --------------------------------- Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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