Re: If it isn't progressive ,worse condition, Marti

[Guest guest]

Thanks , I will be looking forward to that e-mail.

I know it's progressive and not just in my case, yours or Debra's. That's one

of the reasons it is such a monster, and a sneaky one at that.

There are times it makes me feel like I'm bi-polar because when I'm not

feeling quite as lousy I come up with all of these things I'm going to do and

get excited about them. Then I make preparations and plans and get started.

but when the pain gets more intense and mostly when the fibro fog settles in

along with the fatigue I have to put everything on hold or give up entirely.

From afar it could look like just huge mood swings if my condition weren't

known. I've even discussed this with my doctor and my children. But it's not

my mood so much that changes, it's my health that changes my mood.

I hope you are feeling better today.

Blessed be, Marti

Honeycutt wrote:

Marti if you knew what I went thru prior to my major onset you would have a

better idea as to why my condition

worsened as it did. Someday I will e-mail you personally and tell you my story

and I believe after you read it you will hace a greater understanding of my

situation!

GOD Bless YOU Marti ! ! ! . . . ................................ . . . GOD

grant me the serenityto accept the things I cannot change the courage to change

the things I canand the wisdom to know the difference. Amen ! ! !

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group@...:

martibowenboguski@...: Thu, 7 Feb 2008 07:35:54 -0800Subject: Re:

If it isn't progressive why am I in such worse condition 2-1/2 yrs. later?

I know it does too. It has progressed with me little by little rather than a

huge step at a time, like for you. It teases me and I think it's going to stay

where it is and then it just jerks the rug out from under me right when I think

I can start making long range plans again. This is God forsaken stuff we are

dealing with.Martidebra van ness wrote:It is

progressive . I know from my own experience. I don't see myself able to keep

working until I am 65. The last 5 years have attacked me and the fibro went 10

fold. You know I told you that I use to have very mild symptoms for years... so

mild I did not realize I was sick. Just tired all the time, numnbness and

tingling in the fingers, and also fibro fog which I did not recognize it to be

fibro fog. Now the tired has turned to exhaustion and the pain set when I had

that flare 5 years ago. My body was never the same after that flare. I also get

the stiffness I never had in my younger years. So bad

that sometimes I have to literally roll myself out of bed because my back won't

bend and all my joints stiffen.love ya,Debra V. Honeycutt

wrote:GOD grant me the serenityto accept the

things I cannot change the courage to change the things I canand the wisdom to

know the difference. Amen ! !

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[Guest guest]

This one is me (for now anyway):

50% are waxing and waning similar to

rhuematoid arthritis.

Kate Court wrote:

> its a dice roll 25% are seriously ill

> 25% are on disabiilty and

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[Guest guest]

That's great. I hope it never changes and that you have more good days than

bad.

Marti

Melody wrote:

This one is me (for now anyway):

50% are waxing and waning similar to

rhuematoid arthritis.

Kate Court wrote:

> its a dice roll 25% are seriously ill

> 25% are on disabiilty and

>

>

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